I Don't Drink, But I Still Feel Like An Alcoholic, Until When ?!

The Story

I was addicted, I diagnosed myself, I struggled with it myself. I haven't drunk for more than a year, but I feel super unstable and insecure. I dream of a sweaty glass of vodka, which I drink with bliss almost on ex, then I wake up trembling how I could do it even in my sleep! Besides, I'm bored, too calm and uncharacteristically calm for me, I don't have that enthusiasm, that liveliness, that energy with which I did everything before. I know I'm on the right track, I'm just afraid it won't get easier over time. Will it be like this for the rest of my life? Will I never overcome this filth and become normal like everyone else? Am I already disabled?

Last Updated
August 16, 2020
Author:
ctmagicmike

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