I Do Not Understand! What Should I Do Now?

The Story

I am a girl of 14-15. Well, about a month and a half ago I was at a camp whose name I won't mention. I was there for the first time, but I met a lot of new people, interesting, nice, responsive ... We became company with 6 other people and we had a lot, a lot of fun. Every night we gather in the room of the four boys from the group and there was a party. All right, but I will mention my problem here. In the group, I met a boy about a month older (let's call him Gerger). Gerger is handsome, funny, kind-hearted and with interesting skills and knowledge, in a word, dude. I liked him, oh I'm not a person who freely admits his feelings and I didn't tell him, and we've known each other recently. Soon after I realized I liked my dear, blond Gerger, two of the boys told me he liked me. We were in their room and after the words, the other two girls (with whom I was in the same room) just grabbed me and took me to our room. We talked there and I said that I really like him a little, but we don't know each other, and I haven't heard him from his mouth (which turned out to be important). We had dinner and in the evening we were in the boys' room and pretended that nothing had happened. He falls in love more and more and you will tell yourself what the problem is! Well, he was a little hot and cold! One moment I am super attached, and the next I seem to be something terrible! One night he told me that I was beautiful, followed by a comment that we were very stocky by the others, to note that this was before I knew that he liked me, and the next morning, he behaved contemptuously and sides of me. One night it robbed me (to know that the older ones would say we were small, but it wasn't serious), and the next afternoon he was angry again and behaved horribly, I asked him if there was something and he (-You're annoying me) and then something again stocking up and so on. I finally realized that he didn't like me, and the boy who told me was confused, but how can I believe after all the good things. I tried to suppress my feelings, but all the signs that he liked me bothered me, adding the multitude of others that he liked me ... I felt hurt and I still feel that way. I thought of telling him everything, but I no longer know how he thinks or feels. Just please give me advice / opinion, because I will be confused and there is no one to tell! Thanks in advance for your time! I will be grateful if you share my story! (to the moderators) ❤️❤️❤️ I asked him if there was something and he (-You're annoying me) and then something again stocking up and so on. I finally realized that he didn't like me, and the boy who told me was confused, but how can I believe after all the good things. I tried to suppress my feelings, but all the signs that he liked me bothered me, adding the multitude of others that he liked me ... I felt hurt and I still feel that way. I thought of telling him everything, but I no longer know how he thinks or feels. Just please give me advice / opinion, because I will be confused and there is no one to tell! Thanks in advance for your time! I will be grateful if you share my story! (to the moderators) ❤️❤️❤️ I asked him if there was something and he (-You're annoying me) and then something again stocking and so on. I finally realized that he didn't like me, and the boy who told me was confused, but how can I believe after all the good things. I tried to suppress my feelings, but all the signs that he liked me bothered me, adding the multitude of others that he liked me ... I felt hurt and I still feel that way. I thought of telling him everything, but I no longer know how he thinks or feels. Just please give me advice / opinion, because I will be confused and there is no one to tell! Thanks in advance for your time! I will be grateful if you share my story! (to the moderators) ❤️❤️❤️ but all the signs that he liked me bothered me, adding the multitude of others that he liked me ... I felt hurt and I still feel that way. I thought of telling him everything, but I no longer know how he thinks or feels. Just please give me advice / opinion, because I will be confused and there is no one to tell! Thanks in advance for your time! I will be grateful if you share my story! (to the moderators) ❤️❤️❤️ but all the signs that he liked me bothered me, adding the multitude of others that he liked me ... I felt hurt and I still feel that way. I thought of telling him everything, but I no longer know how he thinks or feels. Just please give me advice / opinion, because I will be confused and there is no one to tell! Thanks in advance for your time! I will be grateful if you share my story! (to the moderators) ❤️❤️❤️

Last Updated
September 21, 2020
Author:
keaw_jung

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