there is something I hate with all my heart. Something that confuses me in life. And it makes me feel feelings inside that I don't like. Feelings that burn me from within. I hate to be criticized. I hate being told what to do. I hate to be underestimated. I hate being a persona non grata. I hate to be given epithets, labels and the like. I hate a lot of things related to my state of mind and the way a particular group of people treat me. I feel like shouting to scream to break something, but when the hatred is stronger I am at a dead end. Why the hell do I want to be appreciated. Why do I revolve in a circle of unhappiness and hatred.