I Do Not Know What To Do-alisson_justins

The Story

Hello, I decided to confess to all of you. I had a relationship with a boy for almost 6 years, he is a really good boy, hardworking .. but somehow something was lame .. he has never been kind to me, for example to give me a flower or for the holidays he always gave me money , without taking a gift from me ... he was very cold to me in front of people, he didn't show his love. We decided to separate, I met another, who is the complete opposite of the first, behaves hellishly nice to me, but somehow it's not the same, as if I don't feel the same feelings .. I'm very confused, I don't know what I want from life anymore, it's coming to commit suicide, I am constantly filled with thoughts that I ruined the life of the first, because of our separation. At the same time, I think that if I give up the second one, it will be completely ruined, I'm tired of this guilt, I have always been very concerned about people and I have put others before me. I don't want anyone to suffer. I know it won't help me at all, but I just feel like I'm going crazy already, I need to share it with someone .. I apologize to everyone for bothering you with my nonsense ...

Last Updated
September 19, 2020
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