I Do Not Have Friends.

Hello! I am a 15 year old girl and I have no friends. I've never had many friends. I have always been anxious and shy among strangers and this has prevented me from making friends. Friendship problems started when I was little. And one of the problems was that when I was much younger, my family and I moved from Sofia and went to a much smaller city. In the beginning it was really difficult for me because I didn't know how to talk to the other children and in the beginning I was constantly sitting alone, but that soon changed and I became friends with the children there. We played together, after school we all gathered to play. And it was great because I didn't feel isolated at the time, because I had a lot of friends. And until then, I didn't feel lonely. But five years later we returned to Sofia, and my mother and father started arguing a lot. (Three years after we returned to Sofia, they broke up) They never really understood each other. There have always been scandals at home that I have witnessed. But I didn't pay so much attention to these things because I was small and didn't understand what was going on. But this is another topic that I have already gone through and I don't think these things weigh on me, because when I grew up I understood how things were and now I understand why these things happened. When we returned to Sofia I was in the fourth grade and I didn't know people from here. Unlike my brother and sister, who immediately started seeing their old friends, but I didn't have any. I thought that I would find many friends in the new school, as in the old one, but it didn't happen. I felt quite isolated at first. I had a hard time making friends with the children, and although I was friends with most of them, I was never friends with them outside of school. But even then I was not so impressed, because then I was not so big and I went out with my mother with relatives and I did not feel so lonely. But when I became a seventh grader, I started to notice that I had no friends and that I wasn't going out. In general, I am a calmer person and I do not like noisy companies where there is smoking or drinking. I do not like such an environment, although most of my age move in such companies. I moved to another school after seventh grade, but nothing has changed there either, although I am closer to some of the people there, I still can't call him friends, but because we are friends only at school. I've really felt lonely for the last two years, because I have no one to go out with or to share the things that worry me. And I really don't like it, because everyone my age goes out with friends and has fun. After all, this is the time when we have to have fun, because then we will not have this opportunity, because we will have to work and we will not have time for these things. I know now is the time to make lasting friendships, but it doesn't work. My friendships with people are short-lived. I want advice on what to do. I know I have to change something, but I don't know what, I was really wondering what to do. If anyone has any advice let me know. because then we will not have this opportunity, because we will have to work and we will not have time for these things. I know now is the time to make lasting friendships, but it doesn't work. My friendships with people are short-lived. I want advice on what to do. I know I have to change something, but I don't know what, I was really wondering what to do. If anyone has any advice let me know. because then we will not have this opportunity, because we will have to work and we will not have time for these things. I know now is the time to make lasting friendships, but it doesn't work. My friendships with people are short-lived. I want advice on what to do. I know I have to change something, but I don't know what, I was really wondering what to do. If anyone has any advice let me know.