Hello. I decided to share my story, prepared to endure a lot of criticism for what I did. I know I did a terrible thing, but first I want to share that it happened instinctively and I did not have such intentions. I'm not a bad person, but right now I just don't know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it. 3 months ago I met 1 boy, very very handsome. We were just friends and there was nothing between us. Then I told myself to introduce him to one of my friends, because I knew they might like him, and I told him to write to her. He wrote to her and they saw each other and fell in love and started a relationship. I have a feeling that they really love each other, no matter how rare it is nowadays. But suddenly I started to feel envious, I don't know why really. I started plotting to separate them and supported a friend of mine who is this boy's ex. She made 1 intrigue that was a complete lie, but he managed to scold them and they are currently separated because of a fictional story. The purpose of my post is that I never thought I could do such a thing and support vile lies that aim to quarrel two lovers. This boy is ruined now and tells me to leave him, that he just wants to drink and he doesn't care about anything else, he loves her very much. He usually doesn't drink, but I found out that he got drunk 3 nights in a row because he lost her. And at the moment I want to be with him and I want to sleep with him to comfort him and take advantage of the situation. I know my behavior is awful, but I can't control myself. Why did it happen, now I don't know what to do, I feel very bad. I don't stop wanting him, and at the same time I curse for what I did. I know I deserve reproach, but I just wanted to share. Please publish my story
1 _vitamin_ answered
Calm down, it will pass. Become his boyfriend if you want him to get along faster.