Hello, I am writing simply to share my story and perhaps to shed light on wandering and suffering souls without information as I once was. It all started in 2009 when I got a headache, something like a migraine, and two years later I realized that the cervical nerve had been bitten, and after they released it, the headache disappeared. But during these two years I visited thousands of doctors not only in Bulgaria but also in several other countries. In between wandering, I was prescribed many medications, including Xanax, Rivotril, Diazepam, Lexotan, Clonareks, and others such as Antidepressants. I don't even remember when and how, but I became addicted in less than a month, a maximum of two, because after I stopped them for a short time I got a lot of strange crises and symptoms that I had never had and I didn't know what was happening to me! I continued with the doctors again, unfortunately describing my condition and asking for help because I was constantly sick, but everyone raised their hands and said it was Panic Disorder, Generalized Anxiety and whatever else you can think of and they took me back to Rivotril and Benzodiazepines and of course I I felt pretty good and when I didn't take them I became much worse, even after a while I developed tolerance and the dose was not enough for me, even though I drank them, I was still bad. So 6 years passed in wandering and suffering up and down without knowing what was wrong with me, I was told that I was sick and I had to take them and Antidepressants for the rest of my life. While last year I saw after a routine test that my liver enzymes (of course from all this chemistry) have increased as this scared me a lot and I decided to stop everything. I decided to dig through the net as I generally knew that there was some addiction to them, but I never thought that they could literally be compared to drugs from the street, I thought that once they are under Medical Control there is no question of Heroin, for example, a complete delusion of my country! As in Bulgaria there is no information .... absolutely nothing about their dependence, just some fleeting posts of people who took them and so on. Because I know English, I started rummaging through foreign sites and there I found a whole community of people suffering like me, for weeks I could not believe that I had literally become a drug addict and an addict! And I took their smallest dose of 0, 5 three times a day and over time I diluted them to one a day. I finally stopped them and then I experienced hell on earth! Abstinence including fever, muscle cramps, frequent urination, diarrhea, brutal headache, trembling and shaking, panic attacks one after another internally I wanted to break up, for 11 days I had not slept day or night, sweating, blurred vision, toothache, breathing problems, non-stop thoughts jumped in my head, something was constantly talking to me that I had to commit suicide because the pain was indescribable and many others. As this nightmare lasted for 2 months, in the third and fourth months some things disappeared but the suffering continued every day. Now, 6 months later, I still have symptoms such as a daily mild headache with blurred vision, numbness of the teeth and, most of all, a terrible sensitivity to everything. A cold, a minor trauma or stress brings me back to the old way because my nervous system is broken, I often pinch nerves in my body and all this from benzodiazepines again. In the world forum in which I am a member of Benzobuddies. org correspond with people who have also been unknowingly subjected to all this and left to save themselves,. Everyone there says that there is a complete recovery in 2 or 3 years, and even a little lucky after the first year, but where am I with 6 months still and the suffering continues. To go to hell, but it is not known how long and how long everything will last. As for me personally, when I drank them, I somehow lived, but last year I had to return to my hometown, which borders a village! I lost thousands of opportunities for work and development, I lost my friends, and 2 years ago I broke off my engagement because I was still not well and the woman next to me was on other waves. I can't start anything at the moment because I'm sick for most of the day. I became a complete loner, our people help me, otherwise I can't survive financially. My dreams, my plans, my life, everything went to hell. Sometimes it's so lonely for me, especially when I watch people live their lives, work, look after their families and children, and I suffer and stand by and survive! All this happened to me because I was just looking for help for my headache, because I trusted the doctors and they almost took me to the insane asylum or the grave! The thing is that this practice is still available all over the world and most people in Bulgaria have no idea what they are talking about. the same and cause the same cruel damage. What I experienced and am experiencing I do not wish on anyone! Keep in mind that some people take it and it's hard for others like me to get addicted super fast, some come off slightly and others are like me and much worse than me! But sooner or later in use you will be at the dance. It all started when I was a 24 year old boy. I am now 30 years old. for the time being I drink only vitamins and I am waiting for my body and nervous system to heal on their own in time, praying every day that this will be tomorrow. I just wanted to share my story here and how a pill prescribed by my doctors ruined my life and my best years.
1 dmitry answered
All medicines you write about are only available with a green prescription, precisely because they are taken under control and each leaflet describes in detail the side effects. Instead of posting topic after topic, he should have read what you drink.