I Can't Stop Thinking About Him For More Than Four Years

Hi, I'm an 18-year-old girl. My story began when I entered high school. I met a boy, at first I hated him, but after a while we became quite close, we spent more and more time together and I gradually fell in love with him. There was something real between us, but I was never afraid to admit my feelings to him, I went with the flow and very soon he became my brother, my best friend and my true love. We hung out, kissed, children's stories ... One day we quarreled and he touched me, after not talking to me for more than half a year I fell into depression, I cried for him every night and prayed for him to come back into my life. And it happened, but things weren't the same, we had lost that spark, he was different, and I was still madly in love with him, I won't hide the fact that he stopped me from a very bad election in those teenage years, but again he did it through violence. It was obvious that he no longer felt anything for me, and I was still running on him and enduring all the shouts and blows. Nearly five years later, I still think about him every night, I had several relationships, but no one was able to make me forget him. He hasn't lived in Bulgaria for a year and we haven't seen each other for almost that long, but last month we met at a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him. He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong.

Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic. Thanks for your attention! that he no longer felt anything for me, and I was still running on him and enduring all the shouts and blows. Nearly five years later, I still think about him every night, I had several relationships, but no one was able to make me forget him. He hasn't lived in Bulgaria for a year and we haven't seen each other for almost that long, but last month we met at a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him. He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong. Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic. Thanks for your attention! that he no longer felt anything for me, and I was still running on him and enduring all the shouts and blows. Nearly five years later, I still think about him every night, I had several relationships, but no one was able to make me forget him. He hasn't lived in Bulgaria for a year and we haven't seen each other for almost that long, but last month we met at a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him.

He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong. Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic. Thanks for your attention! Nearly five years later, I still think about him every night, I had several relationships, but no one was able to make me forget him. He hasn't lived in Bulgaria for a year and we haven't seen each other for almost that long, but last month we met at a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him. He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong. Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic.

Thanks for your attention! Nearly five years later, I still think about him every night, I had several relationships, but no one was able to make me forget him. He hasn't lived in Bulgaria for a year and we haven't seen each other for almost that long, but last month we met at a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him. He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong. Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic. Thanks for your attention! but last month we ran into a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him. He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong. Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic. Thanks for your attention! but last month we ran into a disco, got drunk, and then slept with him. He left again, and I keep regretting this moment of weakness and the fact that I gave in to his games again. I thought time would heal the wounds, but I was wrong. Every time I see him I fall in love even more. I decided to share with you because I desperately need advice. I hope there are people with adequate comment on the topic. Thanks for your attention!