I Can't Stop Thinking About Her

The Story

Hi, I want to tell you my story. Some time ago I met a girl (she became my colleague at work), very beautiful and kind. I've had a girlfriend for a dozen years, she was pregnant at the time, now I'm a proud father. So for the colleague in question, when she crossed the threshold of her first day at work, the heart seemed to stop me, over time I fell in love with her, we understood more than well, while with my whim things we were not going at all, we were estranged for years, the thrill we had disappeared, we almost didn't talk about our interactions - sex we were increasingly rarely doing. She and I started flirting a little bit, she's also a family affair, her relationship doesn't work, even if she later finds out that her husband was squatting, and at the same time he was harassing her, not giving her any freedom, she was jealous of her a lot, the flirtation with us started before she found out about her husband's shift, I had even told her my feelings for her. maybe it was a mistake, but that's how I felt it from the inside. At first, we used to have a little banter, we'd bar up here, kissing, but not having sex. At times she decided to stop before we got further, respected me a lot as a friend, and didn't want to hurt me, and we supposedly stopped for a week or two, but then the same again. She recently admitted that she was spending a lot of time with me, even wanting to be with me, but not at this stage now, I've been with a newborn baby, it's bad for my wife and things like that, so she's been flirting again, and we've had sex with her, I've told her I'm not going to have a problem with it, even if I'm in love with her, that I take it as something distracting from my family problems. , but it is not, it does not stop coming out of my head, I like her very much and I wish, I had told her that I would not give up on her, that she was the woman I had waited my whole life and I really think so, I regret that she appeared at an uncomfortable moment for me now. Lately, I keep telling her that I'm very much in love with her, I make her often kind gestures, now I often have sex with Her I want, she's not very ok with it, she's a little guilty, sometimes I think I'm pushing her a lot and what to do when I'm fuelling the flame and I keep fighting for her. I'm a little bit more successful, but I can get a little banal in the last few days and I can't figure out how to act, I want it crazy. My wife and I didn't have things going well, theirs was interfering in our relationships, she was protecting them before I had a problem, she was ready to leave me for another without even doing anything, I was so snitching and there, I kept fighting for her, but somehow with time I got sick of it, I didn't get any understanding from her, no support for anything. why we had a child, well, maybe subconsciously we thought things would work out, but alas, it's worse. I love it more than anything in the world, I care as much as I can, I work anyway, but I take all the housework after the birth and from before that, my wife is lazy, I clean wash and things like that, she just cooks and so far. I want to write a lot of things, but I can't put my thoughts together, but I can't push her away from me, even though I'm not going, to be honest.

Last Updated
June 12, 2020
Author:
silkycaty

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