Hi, I'm a girl of almost 13. Lastly, I feel like I'm unnecessary and weird. I'm going out in the city with a friend. I feel very good with her, but sometimes I avoid going out because I'm weak and I don't like myself. That's why I don't think others like me either. Many girls in my class wear pants that are on them and have nice figures, and I, like a skeleton, am 1.65 tall and weigh 40 kg. Once I ordered something to eat and while I was waiting for the one who takes the orders, he spoke to me, but I'm very smart, I couldn't tell him anything meaningful. At school my grades are good, at the end of the year I finished with 5.42 (I didn't have enough for 6). As always, my mother showed how disappointed she was and started talking to me, how lazy I am, that it is not known if I will finish 7th grade, the teachers wrote to me a lot, etc. I want to go to a language school, and she constantly cuts off my wings, saying that she studies a lot there, and I'm lazy and I won't do anything. Every day my mother repeats that I have great desires and ambitions, and I will not succeed. She's never been so cruel to my brother, who climbs on the roofs of buildings or watches TV all day. I try to show her that she underestimates and criticizes me in vain, and when I try to tell her, she starts with the words, "Well, is it so hard not to stay at the computer all day (which is not the case) and to run a vacuum cleaner, you will poison me already, you don't touch anything all day, you will see the language through crooked pasta, the children have already read their books and forgotten, you are only 2 "And when I talked to classmates, they are not yet soil. I want to learn acting, maybe it's pretty naive, but I'm sure I'll succeed. I asked our people to enroll me in courses, because they knew a woman, but it's better for me to do sports. Mom intervenes again "You, who are afraid of the book ... do you know how much the artists read, these works by heart know them" Luckily for me, there was a group at school that gave performances and I signed up. In 4th grade I played in the theater, and in 6th I toured the whole city, starring and was shown on TV. As for mom, I didn't admire her at all. She wants to send me to art high school because, according to her, I have talent. As for my father, he keeps saying to himself, "Let's enroll you in athletics, or volleyball there ..." and he keeps repeating it to me. I'M SICK!!! I want to enter Ezikova (she is in another city) and I hope
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Sorry, but I didn't see a direct link between the title and the content! You rather can't stand the fact that your parents are trying to make decisions for you. Well ... fight! Even if you make a mistake, it doesn't matter. The important thing is to follow your dreams and in time you will be happy with the decisions made. You need to convince your mother that you know best what you want. Emphasize that you already feel big enough, etc., and if that doesn't help, tell her that nothing else will make you happy. It is difficult for me to advise you something else, because I myself have always made my own decisions and believe me, I am VERY happy now. Fight to the end for what your heart whispers :) At the cost of everything. Your parents don't know yet, but one day they'll be glad they left you alone.