I Can't Share My Fantasies With Him

Hello. I am a 25-year-old woman and my boyfriend is 30. We have been together for 2 years. He is my fourth sex partner, so far I have not had perverted halves and he is not like that either, and I am perverted to the marrow of my bones. The first year with him, sex was good sense I managed to finish, but for a year now things are lame. I keep telling him that I like rough sex, perverted, hitting me until I'm bruised, choking me, doing dirty things, he never does. In the end, I'm tired and I'm content with the vibrator and I play it once a month. He was tired of repeating the same thing. I asked him what he thought of anal sex, he said it was super disgusting and he wouldn't do it. I asked him about the threesomes and he said that only complete idiots do that and again he didn't do it to me. However, I like both things. I wanted to have a threesome with him and another man of his choice, but if I told him he would raise a scandal. Not to mention anal sex, it's disgusting, and I'm super clean, I take a shower twice a day, I go for laser hair removal, I wear sexy lingerie. I'm starting to think about infidelity, I want to have sex with someone super perverted. I like to be sucked all over my neck, butt, chest. I like to be slapped hard on the ass, held by the neck, to be a slut. I haven't done it until now, but I get aroused only by such porn and go crazy. Also, I always watch threes or fours, they are not interesting to me as they are only a man and a woman. I love watching the woman fill up everywhere. I want this to happen to me too, but obviously it can't be with him.

I really want to be faithful to him, but we do not have the same preferences in sex. If I share my fantasies with him, he will call me, and I don't think it's k. Rivne, and just everyone has a fetish. I'm bored in bed. Everyone around me knows that I'm committed, everyone on Facebook also can't do it with someone, they don't write to me because of him, and on various sites I'm a little suspicious of a complete stranger. I don't know what to do. Give me some advice. Also, when we have sex, I slap myself and close my eyes and imagine a porn actor who I know is rude in bed. This seems crazy to me, he doesn't do it and I slap myself, I want him to dominate me, I've said it a hundred times, but he knows a missionary pose, shaking for 15 minutes, I end up in a condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine. I'm bored in bed. Everyone around me knows that I'm engaged, everyone on Facebook also can't do it with someone, they don't write to me because of him, and on various sites I'm a little suspicious of a complete stranger. I don't know what to do. Give me some advice. Also, when we have sex, I slap myself and close my eyes and imagine a porn actor who I know is rude in bed. It seems crazy to me, he doesn't do it and I slap myself, I want him to dominate me, I've said it a hundred times, but he knows a missionary pose, shaking for 15 minutes, I end up in a condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine. I'm bored in bed. Everyone around me knows that I'm engaged, everyone on Facebook also can't do it with someone, they don't write to me because of him, and on various sites I'm a little suspicious of a complete stranger. I don't know what to do. Give me some advice. Also, when we have sex, I slap myself and close my eyes and imagine a porn actor who I know is rude in bed. This seems crazy to me, he doesn't do it and I slap myself, I want him to dominate me, I've said it a hundred times, but he knows a missionary pose, shaking for 15 minutes, I end up in a condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine. and in various sites I am a little suspicious of a complete stranger. I don't know what to do.

Give me some advice. Also, when we have sex, I slap myself and close my eyes and imagine a porn actor who I know is rude in bed. It seems crazy to me, he doesn't do it and I slap myself, I want him to dominate me, I've said it a hundred times, but he knows a missionary pose, shaking for 15 minutes, I end up in a condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine. and in various sites I am a little suspicious of a complete stranger. I don't know what to do. Give me some advice. Also, when we have sex, I slap myself and close my eyes and imagine a porn actor who I know is rude in bed. This seems crazy to me, he doesn't do it and I slap myself, I want him to dominate me, I've said it a hundred times, but he knows a missionary pose, shaking for 15 minutes, I end up in a condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine. I cum in my condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine. I cum in my condom and go to bed. This is his. Yes, but it's not mine.