I Can't Go Through What Happened At The Party

I have a sex friend for 3 months. He is not a random person and is a friend of a good friend of mine. We don't have a serious relationship. We don't see each other regularly or anything. He loves to send him nude photos, there have been regular sex chats during these months, sex is rare. We wrote to each other almost every day. We saw each other at home, on a birthday, and last time at a party. He invited me to it. I still can't live with the horror of what happened. We had sex in a hurry, in the toilet, he offered me. Then he went out and started hugging and kissing the other girl he brought. They literally didn't stop all night. She had pressed him to the couch, lying on top of him and kissing for hours. My glass overflowed when she came and told me whether you would sleep with a man or alone, which to me sounded like I went upstairs to the other men, that you were preventing me from having sex with him. I was very upset and decided to leave immediately. I have not made scandals, dramas, I have not explained anything to anyone. I just told the host that I wanted to leave immediately. Yes, however, we were outside Sofia, there are no taxis, and there is no one to take me.

I decided to run away because I couldn't stand it anymore. However, there was a thick iron gate with a chip and there was no way. So I was forced to stay there. I came back, and they were lying naked on the couch, wrapped around her waist, he had hugged her lovingly. I don't know how she didn't care that at the same party, that night, he had kissed me too, even if she didn't realize we were having sex, she was talking out loud about how cool my ass was and she was taking me down. She showed some pictures of a pylon, she was not a professional dancer, that was her hobby. Egati hobby hahahahahah honestly. He was trying to talk to me when I came back, but I was silent. I didn't want to talk to him anymore and see him at all. I felt like I had to sit and watch them both, no matter there was a second floor where I could go to sleep. But at the thought that they are hugged naked, how can I go to bed and sleep peacefully. I locked myself in the toilet. I sat in the bathtub and started tapping on the phone, trying to calm down. And I wanted to be alone with myself. However, the others decided that I would almost cut my veins. And he, and the host, and another boy. They started knocking on my door, I was silent there. Finally, he unlocked it with something, I don't know what, and maybe broke in with a knife. He kept repeating my name, but I kept saying nothing to him and didn't want to talk to him. He gave up and went back downstairs to her. I also went downstairs. They lay in their arms and slept. I didn't sleep all night at all. In the morning, when there was someone to unlock my gate, I left, the others were still asleep. He claims that he did not want to affect me in any way. That I reacted disgustingly. That people were worried.

My reaction was not normal. Nothing happened. They just lay and hugged. He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity. Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? I left, the others were still asleep. He claims that he did not want to affect me in any way. That I reacted disgustingly. That people were worried. My reaction was not normal. Nothing happened. They just lay and hugged. He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity. Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal?

How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? I left, the others were still asleep. He claims that he did not want to affect me in any way. That I reacted disgustingly. That people were worried. My reaction was not normal. Nothing happened. They just lay and hugged. He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity. Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason for me to feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? That I reacted disgustingly. That people were worried. My reaction was not normal. Nothing happened. They just lay and hugged. He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity. Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated?

Do you think this is normal at all? That I reacted disgustingly. That people were worried. My reaction was not normal. Nothing happened. They just lay and hugged. He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity. Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity.

Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? He said a hundred times that he didn't understand why I was reacting like that, even when I explained to him that it was humiliating for me. I feel total humiliation, I don't think I have feelings, I think he has hurt my dignity. Last night I had nightmares about that night in this house. I dreamed that he was making fun of me. He apologized if he had offended me in any way, and claimed that he had never done anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation?

Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? that he never did anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all? that he never did anything with bad intentions. Do you think my reaction was normal? How would you react in my place in this situation? Do you think there is a reason I feel humiliated? Do you think this is normal at all?