Hi. I'm going straight. I'm a 19-year-old girl and I've had a boyfriend until recently. We broke up, but he's still interested in me (we don't break up for the first time). I have my social security passwords. networks are still coming in and seem to be checking who I'm in contact with. He's asking people about me, he's going around the places that I... However, I have decided to move on no matter that I am still thinking about it. It's my first relationship, we've been together for a long time, we have a lot of memories. It's pretty hard to forget because I have to see it all from above for some reason. My problem is this. I started writing to a guy. He's pretty nice, nice, good. He's interested in me, we have topics of conversation, and it's all six. He wants to go out, but I'm scared. Not just with him, but when it comes to being around a man, I'm freaking out. I'm starting to feel like I'm cheating on my ex-boyfriend even though we're not together anymore and that there's nothing I'm doing. I'm worried that I might screw up my relationship with the boy in question because I can't make excuses all the time so we don't go out. I really wish I could go out with him, but like I said, fear, conscience. Something's eating me from the inside... maybe I still have hope that we'il get back together or expect it, and I don't want it to be like that. If we get better, I won't feel like I've dated someone else before. I don't think it's normal to feel that way, because I'm single right now, but that feeling doesn't go away.
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