Hello, it says a girl of 17. I ask the moderators to publish my story. Exactly 5 months ago, my friend broke up with me. We've been together for less than a month, and as silly, exaggerated and filmed as it may sound, I still can't get through it. I still have feelings for him, I like him, I love him, I have the feeling that the few days we were together were like a dream, something unreal. He was my first friend and my first real love, but he disappointed me a lot, he treated me badly, he ignored me, but I will not go into details. I am angry with him for all this attitude, for the fact that he lied to me and used me, but at the same time I constantly think about him, I try not to have free time, but he is still in my thoughts. After she broke up with me, I realized that she was with another girl and they are still together. I don't understand why he had to give me vain hopes when he likes another ... He is not bad, on the contrary - he is good, smart, funny, we had a lot in common, mostly we both liked things related to art and he he understood things that others generally thought were either stupid or crazy. We were friends last summer, then I knew he liked me, but I didn't like him and I didn't want to give him vain hopes. But then I started to like him very much, I was constantly thinking about him, I confessed to him, but he went abroad. After 3 months he came back and honestly I didn't know what to do, I was worried about the fact that he would come back and I hurried to see him and we left immediately. He had a lot of problems then, he needed support, and he himself told me that I was his support. I feel awful and stupid, that he accepted me and used me only for that, given that he knew my feelings for him. Please, if you went through the same, tell me how you did and how you coped, and if you will comment that I am still a child and I dramatize things, you better save your speeches. Thanks in advance for the published story :)