I Can't Forget My Ex !! ..

   Amii ... It's normal, but not quite. It is told to you by a person to whom it has happened. It was a long time before I realized that this was my obsession. Now that I am older and wiser, I realize how important it is to respect the other's decision to be without you. Worryingly, in a year and a half, my personal life had barely moved. It's a pity. I advise you not to get obsessed, because you have nothing to do. You broke up for a reason, your ex isn't perfect, and she's probably not your man. It is never the same.

   Emmy, delete it and you, pretending to be very interesting, avoid seeing her at all, a little less nothing related to her will interest you, and if everything is perfect, she will not be interested either and you move on. This is normal.

   I did not understand the chronology of the story at all, but on the other hand, your question was quite clear. Yes, it's normal that you can't just forget the love you've been feeling for a long time. You are not a robot, you are a human being, and there is nothing more human than to love and remember your loved ones. Give yourself time, suffer it. Relationships are usually remembered for a long time, but are overcome. Try to distract yourself more, keep busy and spend enough time on friends and hobbies. You will think of it, it will weigh on you, sometimes you will dream of it, but even that will pass.

   I haven't seen her in 1 year and I can't see her because we are far away at the moment. And I have no friends

   Just apologize