Hello :) I am a 16 year old boy. Last year I met a girl while we were both at sea in Albania, I call her R. She is 13 years old. and is Bulgarian, but studies in Ukraine. He rarely comes home, so we can't see each other. I will not lie, the 7 days we were together at sea were wonderful! We talked for hours about different things, mainly comparing the education system here and there. Only after that we started to get to know each other - who he is, what he wants to do, what he is focused on, etc .. I also practiced my Russian ... In general - everything exactly - 100%. But I fell in love with her, it seemed that I was not very indifferent to her, now I have no idea if she likes me. I obviously still like her. On the way back to Bulgaria I cried my eyes out (no, because we can't be together, it's not that important, it's just like I'm losing a person with qualities, which I have never seen in another. ) Also, P reminds me a lot as a child - we have a lot in common with her, as if she is more or less me in a female image. I passed, I was sad. However - it's one thing not to have a chance with someone because he does not like you, but I have nothing to do - 1600 km. are not few: D. It's been 6 months since our acquaintance, initially we wrote more, but now we haven't been for about 2 months. I used to look at her photos a lot, now I rarely look at them. I just want to forget her and not bother, it is very clear to me that this will not make a connection. The other day (about 1 week ago) some friends asked me who I liked, etc. With this question, without wanting to make me sad, they made me remember her and our good times together. It became hard and somehow kind to her. I recently noticed a girl at school. This girl, which I've been looking at for days and maybe I have sympathy for her, she's in a one-on-one relationship with R. I don't like her because I don't know her, but it's very strange to me, because so far, since I met R, I haven't I stared at another. And she looks exactly like R. I have no idea what to do, I would like to meet her, but I know I would do it only because I miss P terribly, and because maybe inside I think that once I meet her, this will comfort my grief over R. I feel that forgetting her will not happen soon (I don't think about her often, but my heart knows the word and in this case it hurts.) I really want to see her, I really missing, but unlikely to ever happen. I gave up something with her, I don't think it's possible because of the distance, and yet we are minors. The thing is, I can't forget her, even though I want to, I just can not. I can't even like another one that doesn't look like R. Tell me how to forget it. I'd better write it down, how to remember it with a caress, not to miss it every time and feel sick.