I Can't Find A Way Out.

The Story

I am a girl from Ruse. The problem is that I was a boyfriend with a boy and I sent him my nude photo, and he sent me his. But he sent it and now the whole school and my city have it and everyone is discussing and making fun of me. I know you will blame me, but the thing has already happened, I want to go back in time, but I just can't. I sent the photo to someone I trusted and didn't expect to be able to do. I'm depressed, I've stopped eating and I think I'm starting anorexia - I've lost a lot of weight, my teeth are falling out on their own, my hair is falling out, but that's another problem. Every day I think about what happened, I am dying of shame and I am even considering suicide because I do not tolerate all this humiliation and mental harassment. Basically, I have high self-esteem and I walk in front of people with my head held high and I don't show them that I'm weak, because they will start harassing me even more, but inside I feel terrible. But what is right in such an exposure - to walk with my head held high and not pay attention as if nothing had happened, or to constantly look at the floor and show my shame. Because if I walk confidently as always, it seems like I'm not ashamed or proud of my action, and that's not the case, I feel terrible and I'm really sorry about all this, but I can't go back in time and change things.

Last Updated
November 09, 2020
Author:
MaiyaXXX

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