I have 2 best friends. One is from Facebook. From a chat group that was full of strangers quite "accidentally" we met. First in this group one of my class unwittingly added me but then she left and I was just interested in their chat because I have no friends and I do not fit anywhere and my life is boring. This girl wrote a lot in this group and her character started to please me. I will call her Simona. I also started writing in this group. I lied a lot because my life is miserable and my class would think I was a loser the way I am. At one point, Simona started asking me a lot about what I was doing and how I was in the group. One day she sent me an invitation and I accepted. That's how it all started. We wrote a lot. The year we met was 2015, almost 2016. At one point, there was an argument in the group, and we both left.
We get along very well and we have never fought. Until 2018 we lied to each other without realizing it, but one day I got tired and I told her everything, then she told me everything she lied to me about. I wasn't angry with her because I lied to her about everything and she lied to her about a few things. Since 2018, I have been leading her as my best friend and she does so because she does not have a best friend. Simona comes to my town every summer because her very close relatives live there and are in Bulgaria only once a year and cannot go to Simona's town. Simona and I are 1 year apart because she is younger than me. Last year I went for a walk with my other best friend, whom I will call Ivayla. Ivayla has no idea that I am writing to a stranger and if she knows she will tell our people, and they forbid me to write to strangers. More than once they asked me who this Simona was and I lied to them that she was a friend of Ivayla. More than once I tried to do things with Simona because I felt guilty for lying. I failed and I'm not sorry. I know Simona well enough and we even talked in a video chat and I stopped that she is not a murderer, criminal or drug addict. We often argue with Ivayla because of our differences, while with Simona what to say. We are so similar with her, we like the same things, we think quite often the same and even we are both Capricorns and we have a few differences. I have nothing in common with Ivayla, only that we are the same age.
When I am alone with Ivayla, she talks to me a lot, but if I am with Ivayla and her group, she constantly ignores me, even if she is not a small group. If he is 1 person, he talks to him much more, and I rarely. At one point he noticed that he had forgotten me and even said so, but then he forgot me again. I have shared almost everything with her, but I already have the feeling that I am pushing her away from me. When he calls me to go out sometimes and I say no because I don't feel like going out. Sometimes I think if I were Simona I would say yes. Ivayla is a good friend, but I started hiding a lot from her. Our people tell me not to trust her because she is not serious about the arrangements, she postpones them for minutes or for another day at all. Our people shout that if they were in my place they would be angry and not go out with her for a long time. I've never procrastinated and our people tell me to procrastinate so that she feels bad too, but I haven't done it yet, but I will.
Simona said that she would come again this year and that she would like us to meet. In the previous years, when she came to my city, I didn't see her and I didn't want her because I lied to her about everything until 2018. I lied to her that I was 45 kg, and I was 25/30 kg more and I was short, and I said that I was 1.74 cm. in fact I am 1. 56 cm. This year I am waiting for July to meet, because if we meet we will become best friends live. Because I told her about my best friend everything she writes here, I don't want them to know each other, because if I know Simona, she can say everything I told them and in the end I'll fuck up. Simona and I have phone numbers and she often calls me like my parents and they are at work, it is also when my parents are at work, because they know that I have 1 girlfriend and they will wonder who I am talking to. Sometimes I refuse to talk to Ivayla just because I talk to Simona. Simona always understands me more, and Ivayla wonders why I'm so stupid. I don't have friends because of my shyness and I can always be open on social networks, and live someone can tell me that I'm a simpleton and I can cry. Whenever they insult me, I sit quietly and look down in embarrassment. I get sick of talking to people, even my best friend sometimes because of my secrets. Today Ivayla wrote that she would call me and I became dumb and I didn't want to talk to her at all. I don't know why I don't want Ivayla to be my best friend anymore. She didn't do anything to me and I push her away. 1 month ago I was angry that for a whole month only she wrote to me first, but when I write to her first, sometimes she doesn't answer at all, she writes to me and I answer. One day I woke up happy and went to bed crying that Ivayla was angry with me because I didn't write to her. I said to myself, "How can I write to Simona every day during class, From all this I want you to answer my questions. Why don't I want to be friends with Ivayla anymore, considering that she didn't do anything to me?
Why did I become attached to Simona, considering that I had only seen her once without meeting him live? I may not have written it, but Simona also thinks that somehow Ivayla is not a good friend. Is it true? I also know that Ivayla and I will not be friends after she turns 18 because she is leaving Bulgaria and I will stay because I do not want to leave. Why won't I miss Ivayla? Did I really become a traitor? Tell me I'm going crazy and I'm making it on ours. From all this I want you to answer my questions. Why don't I want to be friends with Ivayla anymore, considering that she didn't do anything to me? Why did I become attached to Simona, considering that I had only seen her once without meeting him live? I may not have written it, but Simona also thinks that somehow Ivayla is not a good friend. Is it true? I also know that Ivayla and I will not be friends after she turns 18 because she is leaving Bulgaria and I will stay because I do not want to leave. Why won't I miss Ivayla? Did I really become a traitor? Tell me I'm going crazy and I'm making it on ours. Why don't I want to be friends with Ivayla anymore, considering that she didn't do anything to me? Why did I become attached to Simona, considering that I had only seen her once without meeting him live? I may not have written it, but Simona also thinks that somehow Ivayla is not a good friend. Is it true? I also know that Ivayla and I will not be friends after she turns 18 because she is leaving Bulgaria and I will stay because I do not want to leave. Why won't I miss Ivayla? Did I really become a traitor?
Tell me I'm going crazy and I'm making it on ours. Why don't I want to be friends with Ivayla anymore, considering that she didn't do anything to me? Why did I become attached to Simona, considering that I had only seen her once without meeting him live? I may not have written it, but Simona also thinks that somehow Ivayla is not a good friend. Is it true? I also know that Ivayla and I will not be friends after she turns 18 because she is leaving Bulgaria and I will stay because I do not want to leave. Why won't I miss Ivayla? Did I really become a traitor? Tell me I'm going crazy and I'm making it on ours. Why won't I miss Ivayla? Did I really become a traitor? Tell me I'm going crazy and I'm making it on ours. Why won't I miss Ivayla? Did I really become a traitor? Tell me I'm going crazy and I'm making it on ours.
1 growerandshower2020 answered
You do not want to be friends with Ivayla, because her attitude towards you is not as friendly as you want and you realize it. A friend who is worthwhile will not explain to you that you are stupid and will not break agreements all the time. That's the way it is in life, understand that everyone has had such people by their side. Seemingly friends, but in fact you feel a little cold, a little bad attitude from them and you can't trust them completely. Trust your intuition. Ivayla, at least in my opinion, is not your man. As for Simona, why should your parents quarrel with you? You saw this girl live, even though you didn't talk then. You know it's a real profile, not a fake one. You talk to her, you write to each other, you are friends. There is no such thing as a friend on the Internet ... a person is either your friend or he is not. Your parents do not want to write to strangers, but this girl has not been a stranger for a long time. I met my good friend in 2012. We met 2-3 years later. We are now roommates. I hadn't told my parents at first, but then it happened that even they met her and didn't mind. These things no longer matter. Relax a little and don't think nonsense. It's not bad that you have a girlfriend from another city, with whom you can just see very rarely. After all, you know she's a real person, you've seen her, of course. What's wrong? with which you can simply see very rarely. After all, you know she's a real person, you've seen her, of course. What's wrong? with which you can simply see very rarely. After all, you know she's a real person, you've seen her, of course. What's wrong?