Hello. I am writing this topic because I just want to share with someone how I feel. Eventually (rather than 1-2 years) I started blaming myself for the least and feeling bad. Here's an example: I'm walking down the street home, and I see an elderly woman selling flowers sitting in a small chair with a slightly tortured expression. She sits and hopes that someone will buy a flower from her, but this does not happen often. And just as I passed her, I felt sorry for her, but for some reason I didn't stop taking a flower from her, or just giving her some money. Then I must have been thinking about this all night. Here is another example: we are walking with friends around the city center and we see a girl, young, more or less like me (I am 18), sitting on the ground on a blanket and painting. We stopped and looked at what he had drawn, and dropped a few pennies, as we told her how beautiful her drawings were. Later in the evening I went home, recovered, and went to bed, but did not fall asleep. I thought of sitting there all day, hunched over on the ground, painting for some measly money. I don't know why I felt guilty for not helping more by helping as much as I could. And so I thought about it almost all night, and then I thought of the woman with the flowers and many other examples, and I felt mega guilty of not helping everyone as much as I could and had the opportunity.
And so it has happened to me super many times. To think about some such incidents, and start blaming myself. What advice would you give me so I don't feel that way? I don't know why I felt guilty for not helping more by helping as much as I could. And so I thought about it almost all night, and then I thought of the woman with the flowers and many other examples, and I felt mega guilty of not helping everyone as much as I could and had the opportunity. And so it has happened to me super many times. To think about some such incidents, and start blaming myself. What advice would you give me so I don't feel that way? I don't know why I felt guilty for not helping more by helping as much as I could. And so I thought about it almost all night, and then I thought of the woman with the flowers and many other examples, and I felt mega guilty of not helping everyone as much as I could and had the opportunity. And so it has happened to me super many times. To think about some such incidents, and start blaming myself. What advice would you give me so I don't feel that way? and start blaming myself. What advice would you give me so I don't feel that way? and start blaming myself. What advice would you give me so I don't feel that way?
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In my opinion, you are actually afraid of falling into a situation similar to theirs - something that you find a failure. The grandmother probably has a pension and where to live, she does not sink into luxury, she earns a little on top, but how could you help her so much in the long run. The girl must be an artist in love with the craft, who likes to work outdoors.