I Became Complex

The Story

I'm a girl of 15 :). My problem is that my girlfriends (3) all three have friends (boyfriends), and only I don't. Last summer we went out with one of my 3 girlfriends, because the other 2 had already found each other and still they hadn't forgotten not to look for me to go out, but I was stupid to go out with them, because they are with their friends. just to "annoy". But here that my other friend, with whom we were together all summer, found a friend. And I have no one to go out with. I feel disgusted. But just to say this friend, I don't just want him to have someone to go out with ... I want to know what it is because I haven't had one so far. I'm just blaming myself and maybe since September last year I'm not the same person. I accuse myself of being ugly, fat, etc. I started killing complexes. I started to treat people as if they were my fault, to ignore and repel people who were trying to help me in some way and give me advice. My friends used to tell me that falling in love didn't happen like that ... and that when I least expect it, it will happen to me and I will be very happy. But I can't go through it ... Please give me advice :(

Last Updated
October 18, 2020
Author:
puffy_love

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