I Am Very Shy.

The Story

I am very shy. These days I'm starting to get more and more shy. When I walk the corridors of the school, I always walk with my head bowed, as if I'm afraid someone might offend me or something. Once, even while I was walking like that, I missed my VAT and I would have passed it if she hadn't pulled me aside. I walk everywhere with a fear and I have no self-confidence as if I am a rejected being from the world. I really feel that way and I feel super sick. In the old school I was ridiculed and insulted even though my mother was a teacher there and everyone was afraid of her. I responded to their insults and I didn't care, but now it's as if I've developed some kind of trauma and I'm ashamed or more afraid to lift my head and walk like normal people. Constantly, especially at school, I constantly look at the ground some time ago, I was even afraid to leave the room and go to the food bar. Sometimes I want to curl up in a ball and no one sees me, to be invisible. I don't want to be like that, but I can't, I try, but it doesn't work. Please give me some advice. I'm really sick. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like a geek.

Last Updated
November 05, 2020
Author:
danrew

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