I Am Very Attracted To It

Hello! I am a 25-year-old woman, bisexual - I have had boyfriends of both sexes. I tend mainly to men because I want to start a family, but over the years I have had female boyfriends because we just fit in and the situation was right. I only had sex for one night with women, I need time to relax with men. A year ago I met a woman who lives in a neighboring block. We have a common hobby that brings us together once or twice a day. In the beginning we didn't have any conversations, but since the beginning of this year we have extended our classes, we are always trying to adjust to each other, our conversations have moved to another level (that is, not just things we would say to an acquaintance). As you can see, I started to like her. Very much. More and more. And he can't take it anymore. Basically, she's bigger than me, I don't like women at all and I even like a certain type of men, who, even if I want to break away from work in the gym, I can't reach visually). There is a profession that would in no way allow her to publicly show sympathy for women. I have no hopes for the development of events. But I'm generally not in love. In most cases, the other side is the initiator, I'm just watching what happens. While I really want to act with this woman, I can take the first five steps and I'm actually sure that at least it's about sex. But she will be one of those relationships that have no future, because she will not leave her job, and I will hide non-stop as if I do not imagine someone's fault. I've started thinking about how to end our meetings, but the only way is to move to another neighborhood, which I can't afford for a number of reasons. If I abruptly stop our views, she will ask questions and I have nothing to tell her. I was thinking of arguing with her, but she's fine and I'm not a brawler. In general, I think that at the first opportunity I will take a step towards it. And I will suffer one way or another. Therefore, if you can squeeze one thumb, the blow is not very strong, and if there is a dreamer, he can place hopes that things between us will actually work out. :-) The topic is also because I wanted to share, no one else. Therefore, if you can squeeze one thumb, the blow is not very strong, and if there is a dreamer, he can place hopes that things between us will actually work out. :-) The topic is also because I wanted to share, no one else. Therefore, if you can squeeze one thumb, the blow is not very strong, and if there is a dreamer, he can place hopes that things between us will actually work out. :-) The topic is also because I wanted to share, no one else.