My story began at work. I worked as a bartender in a restaurant. One day he came ... As soon as I saw him, something turned in my stomach. We talked about his little sister who was with him. We laughed ... and that's how we met. He began to come with occasion and without occasion, and my thoughts were constantly directed to him. One day he said to me, "Why don't you come and have a drink at my job?" He worked at a gas station. I went after work. We talked a lot ... We looked at each other in love, as if we had known each other for 100 years. The next day he came to pick me up from work and sent me home. Then we kissed for the first time. I had a feeling I was going to explode. I had never felt this way. I already knew I was in love. That's how we left. We were together for almost 2 years. During that time, I was the happiest person in the world. We broke up because he was constantly jealous of me and kept an eye on what I was doing, where I was going, and who I was with. Not once in those 2 years did I cheat on him (it didn't even cross my mind). But I wanted my freedom.
I loved him (and still love him), but I couldn't stand his jealousy for another day. Of course, there were many compromises on my part and he always promised that he would change, but alas ... that did not happen. It changed in exactly a week or two, and the old song began again in a new voice. At one point I got tired and told him I didn't want to see him again. The separation was very difficult for both of us. We haven't seen or heard from each other for a long time. And one fine day he decided to come and see me. I quote: "I wanted to see you ... Just as a friend!". Then he kissed me ... My legs sagged, my head dizzy and ... we did. I knew it wasn't right, and that it would hurt me again, but I did. The feeling of being with the person you love and know you can't be with is amazing. So he started coming more and more often and telling me how much he had suffered for me and how much he loved me, even though he had another girlfriend. I love him and I don't know what to do. I don't know if I'm ready to be with him again ... The fear that it will be the same as before makes me not sure of myself. I am torn between my love for him and my fear ...
What should I do ??? I don't know if I'm ready to be with him again ... The fear that it will be the same as before makes me not sure of myself. I am torn between my love for him and my fear ... What should I do ??? I don't know if I'm ready to be with him again ... The fear that it will be the same as before makes me not sure of myself. I am torn between my love for him and my fear ... What should I do ???
1 fairy_fairy answered
If you love him, go back to him, if he loves you so much, the previous time should be a lesson to him. Excellent experience, I say that it is awful to be away from your loved one, and even though you are together, the very thought that you may break up bothers you terribly. Enjoy your love for your loved one.