I Am Stupid !!!

The Story

I am a 15 year old girl living in a small town the next year I move to a big one to study. Everything is terrible in my city so far! I am very anxious 2 years ago I was severely depressed and with minimal self-confidence, I did not show up from home, I was afraid of people, but I overcame it with great difficulty! Now I have girlfriends, but the problem is that they are sociable and constantly find new friends and boyfriends, and I can't and haven't had and aren't planning to have a boyfriend! They talk to everyone calmly, and I start to stutter, or blush, and when I'm like that, people stop talking to me and think I'm crazy, or I respond stunned, but unconsciously as a defensive reaction, and people think I'm inflated. My friends talk to everyone and I stand alone on my side and I don't have a story with anyone and I'm angry with myself that when I talk to people I look at the ground or aside! I'm stupid, I even envy them nobly! With this behavior, even if I want to find a boyfriend, no one will like the smotla .. You say that it has changed, but what to do I keep telling myself in my mind - as long as you say this or that and laugh, don't be so stupid and don't be silent. stop killing you .. They even insult me ​​and I'm silent! I'm so stupid, stupid, very stupid, I hate myself ...! Give me advice and without killings please offend others enough and thank you for your attention to a stupid! Ah, and let's not forget that when I go to the new big city, I relax and become different! They even insult me ​​and I am silent! I'm so stupid, stupid, very stupid, I hate myself ...! Give me advice and without killings please offend others enough and thank you for your attention to a stupid! Ah, and let's not forget that when I go to the new big city, I relax and become different! They even insult me ​​and I am silent! I'm so stupid, stupid, very stupid, I hate myself ...! Give me advice and without killings please offend others enough and thank you for your attention to a stupid! Ah, and let's not forget that when I go to the new big city, I relax and become different!

Last Updated
September 06, 2020
Author:
cumwithmebro

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