I am a 15 year old girl living in a small town the next year I move to a big one to study. Everything is terrible in my city so far! I am very anxious 2 years ago I was severely depressed and with minimal self-confidence, I did not show up from home, I was afraid of people, but I overcame it with great difficulty! Now I have girlfriends, but the problem is that they are sociable and constantly find new friends and boyfriends, and I can't and haven't had and aren't planning to have a boyfriend! They talk to everyone calmly, and I start to stutter, or blush, and when I'm like that, people stop talking to me and think I'm crazy, or I respond stunned, but unconsciously as a defensive reaction, and people think I'm inflated. My friends talk to everyone and I stand alone on my side and I don't have a story with anyone and I'm angry with myself that when I talk to people I look at the ground or aside! I'm stupid, I even envy them nobly! With this behavior, even if I want to find a boyfriend, no one will like the smotla .. You say that it has changed, but what to do I keep telling myself in my mind - as long as you say this or that and laugh, don't be so stupid and don't be silent. stop killing you .. They even insult me and I'm silent! I'm so stupid, stupid, very stupid, I hate myself ...! Give me advice and without killings please offend others enough and thank you for your attention to a stupid! Ah, and let's not forget that when I go to the new big city, I relax and become different! They even insult me and I am silent! I'm so stupid, stupid, very stupid, I hate myself ...! Give me advice and without killings please offend others enough and thank you for your attention to a stupid! Ah, and let's not forget that when I go to the new big city, I relax and become different! They even insult me and I am silent! I'm so stupid, stupid, very stupid, I hate myself ...! Give me advice and without killings please offend others enough and thank you for your attention to a stupid! Ah, and let's not forget that when I go to the new big city, I relax and become different!
1 repteddeutch answered
Well, you're stupid because you're panicking about such nonsense. Instead of wasting time with stupid friends, read a book to be less stupid and be able to strike up a conversation like people. At chitankata.info you will find enough literature. However, I doubt that you have even read a love novel in your life. If you even want to start from there, just read that your spelling is bad and you are a very naive person. Come on, the puberty years will pass, you're almost pushed!