Hello. I don't know what happens to me, whether it's my age or myself. If it has to be defined in one word, it will be 'uncertain'. I don't know anymore, I don't even trust myself ... I constantly imagine some things about myself ... that I have something, that I'm not like the others. I don't like myself and I know I'm not ugly because a lot of people tell me I'm pretty and I don't care, I'm constantly depressed and I think about something disgusting. I am 17 years old and so far I have not had a friend which saddens me because I do not want to be alone anymore but the problem is entirely in me I do not trust anyone and I do not allow anyone next to me there is always a problem for everything .. still something will be wrong . I have complexes for every part of my body EVERYONE .. you just don't have progress .. at the moment I'm immersed in the fact that I'm fat I'm 157 and I weigh 50-51 kg I'm disgustingly fat ... in my eyes. I constantly look at how people look and I wonder why something with them (shoulders for example) is not like mine and am I wrong. Before I was not like that, now I am a young lady immersed in my complexes who sinks into her own simplicity and I don't know how to change my stupid thinking. For boys, let me say ..princes, dreams only that we live in the 21st century and there are no such as in movies and dreams and I want movies ... that's the problem. I want to change but I have no idea how .... everything is so confused ...... dreams only that we live in the 21st century and there are no such as in movies and dreams and I want movies ... that's the problem. I want to change but I have no idea how .... everything is so confused ...... dreams only that we live in the 21st century and there are no such as in movies and dreams and I want movies ... that's the problem. I want to change but I have no idea how .... everything is so confused ......
1 babyblonde63 answered
You will have peace of mind in 5 years and your current headaches will be replaced by others. Get a fitness card and have to walk 3-4 times a week. Emphasize aerobic exercise. Things will start to change on their own. It is not bad to lose 2-3 kilograms in some areas. In addition, after training you will feel very good and with better self-confidence.