I Am Emotionally Paralyzed

   You will get sick of such gloomy thoughts and emotions. For your readers (me and others) - it's not healthy either. Have you heard the Chinese proverb that bad is not shared because it multiplies ?! Stay with yourself, fix your thoughts and emotions, your feelings, only then communicate, otherwise nothing good will come out. Silence and silence for you, I hope you get better.

   What is the song?

   This numbness is a protective reaction against possible mental pain caused by another. I have been in the same condition for ten years. I had to become numb because the pain began to affect my physical health, not just my mental health. And I, like everyone else, don't know if this life isn't the only one I have. Therefore, I will try to experience it as long as possible, in the most harmless, most interesting and best way possible. When the mind rules, the feelings are no longer so spontaneously primitive, a boom in hormones. Satisfaction becomes a constant state, not a series of strong opposing emotional outbursts. Physical or mental creativity is probably the best way to deal with depression. Then the mind does not have much time to deal with self-destructive thoughts. I turned to computer graphics and other areas of information technology that are interesting to me. Even from a hobby he began to become a source of income and so more free time for everything. And I'm interested in the name of the song, if you have the opportunity and want, I will be happy to share it. I copy the text to the archive. Thanks!