I Am Desperate For Myself And Life .... What Is The Meaning?

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Hello, I want to share what weighs on me. Only my brother and mother are left in this world, I have no other relatives. I am 23 years old and I have been looking for a job for 2 years. Mom takes BGN 300 and my brother takes BGN 400. We have loans to banks and accounts, which are huge - I know we are not the only ones, but somehow I am not doing well. There is almost nothing left of their salaries and I feel very bad that I can't help. I try to do everything I can at home, but it's not enough - I need money. I send St. I go to the ads and still pay nothing or not. I'm not doing well. I tried to study - I read a lot at home with a friend. Wherever I try to go - all the doors are closed, I can not go abroad - it is not possible to go to another country without someone to help you. How to handle I'm constantly sad, at 23 I can't vomit from life ... what's the point ... how much more to wait and look for .... ??? Is the reason in me .... I'm starting to despair of myself ... all my sets have settled have cars working ... and nothing happens to me ....

Last Updated
September 06, 2020
Author:
manny200020

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