I Am A Wreck

   I have a place of my own. I hope I can take you there. For this you need 2 days off (evenings). You wait for it to be at least 23:00, you turn off everything that emits light in your room. You pull some black curtains. You play nice music on headphones (possibly an idea stronger, but not to the end). You take a cold drink (it is recommended to have a little alcohol inside, and why not more ^^) You close your eyes and imagine the perfect place for you ... a place where you feel really happy. I want you to remember everything. Where you are, what the weather is like, what you do, how you look, who you are with and what things make you really happy. When you get to that sense of satisfaction ... open your eyes. Compare the moment you are in now with that utopia you have reached. Pull aside ... see what the difference is and you will understand where the problem is. Why things are not as they are in your mind. And you only have to find the way to what the mind,. your body and soul want. And, whether it's the boy you like or not - don't take him so seriously. Guys as much as you want and everywhere. In someone's eyes you are a dream! So ... have a little patience. He does not waste his time "searching for a prom dress", but with improving and accumulating new knowledge. Draw boldly, even if you can't. One will lead to the other and the other to the other. Start living with the thought that ... whatever you do, say, think, create, destroy, etc ... it makes no sense. Because the universe doesn't care if you kiss the boy you like or not. Will you be hit by a car tomorrow or will you win 5 miles from the lottery? Why do you care? !! You are on the free trail right now. Do what you want with your life. You can't go wrong. Or do something wrong. Just smile, beautiful and brave, wherever you want, namely - to happiness. Just know that happiness lies in different forms and is in different places. So as soon as you find it and feel it ... don't hesitate - grab it! * Boy of 21 - Q. Q

   You can escape by going to study in another city. For example, Preven, Varna, Stara Zagora, Plovdiv ... However, my advice is not to start learning just something, because everyone does that. You have time for both selection and preparation! Just tighten up! And, believe me, they will accept you! At the University of Plovdiv, for example, they accept you with a diploma and graduation grade ... Not to mention how many different specialties there are ... Your self-confidence will come the moment you realize that you are doing what you really like. Get some work done. Start doing Pilates, dancing, painting. It works ... Just don't give yourself time to think about what really worries you. Only a change in your lifestyle, in my opinion, is the solution. Ehh ... Don't be afraid, nothing is as difficult as it seems to you!

   Hey hello. First, give it to a calmer girl. Look at your age is not easy for you. First forget and accept that you are ugly. As much as that;) Try to like yourself. Do not listen to the opinions of other people or children. I am 31 years old and I was made to be kind and good. But today one must be able to be both good and kind, and bad and many. bad. You will teach them this later. Find a girlfriend who will accept you as you are. Maybe that's the most important thing. Otherwise, in 12th grade she is a very different girl. Everyone will be busy with lessons, will be in a hurry to write another topic. And they will hardly have time to make fun of nonsense. Other You are small, but I would advise you to share this whole problem with yours if you understand. And mostly talk to a psychologist. Grade 12 is really very important. And for Bala it's if you want to go, if you don't want to go no. Depending on how you feel. Your will support you I believe. So the important thing is to have someone to share with ... Bye, good luck!

   Do not worry! I was too, but everything was fine when I entered the university. I recommend a university in a smaller city ... People there are more normal, and you will have fewer colleagues. A lot of guys like me are looking for just such a girl like you;)

   Hello! I totally sympathize with you because I'm in the same situation. I understand the pain you're feeling. I have the feeling that what I read was written by me. I would like to tell you something that I think will help you. I do not know you. I don't know who you are or what you look like, but I am absolutely convinced that you are a wonderful and sweet creature. I believe so! And you are an incredibly smart and mature girl who has principles. You are not ugly, no matter what they tell you - a girl like you can never be called ugly! Never! These beauty models you see are worn-out work. This is a fake label, nothing more. And worst of all, they are typical. They are not different in any way, because they do not differ from the others, but are part of the table - complex. And that will not change. You know, I've thought a lot about things like that and I say to myself: Why are people like that? Why is the world like that? And you know, there will always be! There will always be idiots and idiots, there is nothing we can do. There is no way to change them, they will be like that for the rest of their lives. But do you know what you can do? You can change yourself. If you change your nature to something better, you will change the world. Isolating people and their opinions is hellishly difficult! But it is not impossible! Problems are solved when you face them boldly, that's what happens. Everything is hidden in you! If you change yourself, you will change the world. You need to know that no matter what you do, you will always get good and bad comments. That is right! I know it hurts a lot, but there is a solution. When someone tells you something bad: First: Don't accept it! This person is sending you bad energy that is trying to affect you. To crush you, demotivate you, touch you and insult you. He sends her to you, because he himself has only this in himself. If you reject her, she will not be able to touch you in any way, but if you open the door, she will eat you. And that's exactly what people want, this negative energy to work for you. You have to reject it! Your soul has a gate. Don't leave it open! Why do we lock ourselves when we are at home? Because we protect ourselves! This is the same principle. Second: Focus! What do you like? What do you dream of? What do you love? Do what you want. Think only of him, work only on him. Dream boldly without being ashamed! Use all your strength and energy only on good things. Do your best, isolate yourself from the world and think only about your dreams. Work on them. When you have bad thoughts, do not focus on them, because it crushes you. Just throw them away. This is rubbish! What do we do with garbage? We throw it in the trash! Don't waste time in tears, because time is more expensive than money. Aim high, don't let such trivial things lead you in life! Learn to be OVER! Above opinion, Above people, Above the world, Above fear. Be OVER these things. Don't let them draw your life. When you want something - do it! "Male, what will they say? What if they laugh at me?" ! You have your price, don't go for a promotion! And just look ahead, leave people, memories, time, words - this is unnecessary baggage! I believe in you! Expect everything, but be ready to bear it! You have to see the other side of things, to look at it from another angle What do you want to look like No, not for someone and because of you! Don't set a limit on your dreams, because if you do, you take off your wings. And about your question. Yes, living abroad is expensive. But money is the easiest thing to do in life. You can start a job, take out a student loan and a bunch of other things. Maybe the first year you just work and save some money, so you can give them for your education. And if you imagine, you will meet so many people there. You will also find the person who will fall in love with you. You will go out, you will laugh, you will have fun. You will live far from here, but for this to happen - go boldly forward! "He who does not dare to seize the thorns must not long for the rose" - Anne Bronte Girl (18) But money is the easiest thing to do in life. You can start a job, take out a student loan and a bunch of other things. Maybe the first year you just work and save some money, so you can give them for your education. And if you imagine, there you will meet so many people. You will also find the person who will fall in love with you. You will go out, you will laugh, you will have fun. You will live far from here, but for this to happen - go ahead! "He who does not dare to seize the thorns must not long for the rose" - Anne Bronte Girl (18) But money is the easiest thing to do in life. You can start a job, take out a student loan and a bunch of other things. Maybe the first year you just work and save some money, so you can give them for your education. And if you imagine, there you will meet so many people. You will also find the person who will fall in love with you. You will go out, you will laugh, you will have fun. You will live far from here, but for this to happen - go boldly forward! "He who does not dare to seize the thorns must not long for the rose" - Anne Bronte Girl (18) who will fall in love with you. You will go out, you will laugh, you will have fun. You will live far from here, but for this to happen - go ahead! "He who does not dare to seize the thorns must not long for the rose" - Anne Bronte Girl (18) who will fall in love with you. You will go out, you will laugh, you will have fun. You will live far from here, but for this to happen - go ahead! "He who does not dare to seize the thorns must not long for the rose" - Anne Bronte Girl (18)

   You are not a wreck, you are real and good and unique :)