I don't know how to start with this ... I thought I was done with these things, with these novels, due to the fact that I had no one to share them with. We broke up with my girlfriend ... Although we are still on good terms, we are even very close friends as a brother and sister, but still I do not stop loving her, I do not stop thinking and burning inside for her, the fact that I can no longer have her drives me crazy, I try not to think about it, but everything reminds me of her. I started to be jealous of her a hell of a lot and it makes me feel bad, I make her jealous of everyone, just the thought that she went out with someone else, that she is at school among so many people depresses me, I thought I was strong, that I would I can handle it, but it's hard for me, it's been exactly one month since our separation, everything was going well, but ... Last week I don't know what happened to me, I always fell in love again, that I want her back and that I still love her that way. We are in the same company every Friday, Saturday and Sunday, but only when I see her do I feel safe, happy, loved. Even when she's online on social media, she drives me crazy, I love her very much, I would be happy to come back, not because of me, but because she loves me, and she's happy with me. PS I'm not writing for the first time on this page, and for a while I burden and occupy people with my stupid problems. Thank you for your time, I would be happy to post opinions, advice or something else. Thanks! I am not writing for the first time on this page, and for a while I burden and occupy people with my stupid problems. Thank you for your time, I would be happy to post opinions, advice or something else. Thanks! I am not writing for the first time on this page, and for a while I burden and occupy people with my stupid problems. Thank you for your time, I would be happy to post opinions, advice or something else. Thanks!