Hypochondria

The Story

Hello, everyone! I'm a 19-year-old girl, and as the title implies, my topic is hypochondria. It all started 2 years ago when I got my first panic attack. At the time, I had no idea it was a panic attack, and I began to think I was having a heart attack or almost dying. So for a few weeks I had panic attacks without knowing that they were panic attacks. I began to suggest that I was suffering from a deadly disease, and panic attacks became more frequent and even more terrible. I decided to go to the doctor, it turned out that I was fine, they prescribed me pills and recommended a psychologist. I was determined to go to a psychologist, but my mother began with her philosophies: "It's all in your head, you suggest."; "Wasted money. " ; "You have to solve the problems in your head yourself." Anyway, time passed and I started to control panic attacks and over time I stopped receiving. But you think of deadly diseases and death, I can't get them out of my head. Does he get any pain in certain parts of the body and all these thoughts about diseases from which there is no salvation begin. I already feel like going to the doctor precisely because of the fear of being told that I am suffering from something. It has happened to me because of so many fears, obsessive thoughts and worries that the cycle does not come to me for 2 months, and here it starts again with another thought about ovarian diseases or something related to my female organs. I know I'm just suggesting that these fears are the result of hypochondria, but I just can't stop thinking about my health, and I say to myself, "Maybe I think it's hypochondria, but I'm actually suffering from a disease." I really want to go to a psychologist and take treatment, but the problem is that I am a student, I do not work and I do not have enough money for treatment, and if I tell my parents they will start with their stories that I suggest that I have something. I will ask for opinion and advice from people who suffer or have been cured of hypochondria. Thanks!

Last Updated
August 10, 2020
Author:
she_drives_me_crazy

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