Huge Fear Of Rejection

The Story

Hi, this is not the first time I've written here on this topic. My boyfriend and I are 25 years old. We've been together for a year and we live on family terms. The problem comes from the fact that from the beginning of our relationship he had erection problems. Tests showed low testosterone levels. Appy pills and it was fine, but it was for 2-3 months and the situation is still the same, only she no longer wants to see a doctor. Now there is almost no desire for sex. And when I try to touch it more intimately, he rejects me and says he has no desire now. I don't try anymore, because I'm afraid of being rejected, not to say that I feel humiliated to please. I understand him and him, I go with him to his check-ups for a year, I support him, but he doesn't make any effort anymore. He says he wants us to become a full family, to have a child, but if he keeps pushing me away, from all this humiliation and fear, I will stop loving him. He doesn't even get intimate with me, it doesn't make me feel wanted, and when I tell him, he's mad at him. I'm doing everything I can, and I just want to feel wanted, loved, feel the passion. I'm afraid to think that maybe and it will get worse, and soon there will be no desire for sex at all, and I will have to fight for my whole life. I love him very much, but I'm a young woman courted, and from the place where I want to get caresses, I don't get. I'm asking the moderators to publish my story so I can get some advice. Thanks!

Last Updated
June 17, 2020
Author:
angelsabana

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