On 25.07.2010 my 47-year-old sister died suddenly. Nearly 2 years ago we quarreled fiercely about our father's house, we said very harsh words to each other in a moment of anger, I insulted her a lot, we buried her, at the funeral I expected that the children would even evict me. I cried a lot, kissed her and begged her to forgive me! I've been crying inconsolably for 4 days now, I'm very sick that we broke up quarreling. My pain is great, I am not reassured by the words of my relatives that she is also guilty. I have no right to speak ill of the dead, it hurts me a lot, I have the feeling that he will take me to her. I beg you to forgive me all the time, as I have forgiven. my conscience eats me. For a nothing and no house to quarrel, as if we would take it to the other world! Here, she left her, I don't want to hear about her, but she also left three orphaned children. They will suffer and rightly blame me. How can I live with this sin and guilt, what can I do to be forgiven I got sick, I suffer, but nothing can bring my sister back.
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Your sister forgave you. Calm down and don't blame yourself for things that can't go back and change. Don't be alone! This is pointless! Your sister wouldn't want that.