How, When And If I Even Tell Him I'm A Virgin?

The Story

Hello, it's g on 22. From the title, I guess, what's my problem? I'm from a small town, and there's never been a lot of guys here that I wish we had something in common with. The beautiful and the decent always take them quickly, others I do not like either externally or in character or both. And it's always been important to me to be with someone who's beautiful on the outside and inside. I can't do anything with anyone random. I recently found a very beautiful boy that we like each other. To be quite honest, I think it's foolish and insanely boring, but at least it's good and doesn't smoke, which is also very important to me, and I know that there aren't any perfect ones, and I won't find a better one anytime soon. I intend to get rid of the burden called "virginity" with it. I really like him, despite his flaws, and I'm aware that I have them, too. I wonder, however, when and if I should tell him about my problem. I'm ashamed, I'm terribly ashamed of being behind in this regard. On the other hand, I'm afraid of pushing him away. He's been 25, and he's probably been having sex for at least seven years, and I... I'm going to say it's my last day of the cycle, for example. I'd hate it if I lied to him, but I really don't want to lose him. Please, help!

Last Updated
June 12, 2020
Author:
gbht1

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