How To Stop The Grass And Some Other Substances?

The Story

I am a teenager. I'm 15 years old. Half a year ago, I first tried weed out of pure curiosity. I had told myself that I would just try and I could not be addicted. Yes, but I liked it, and a lot of it. Then I decided to smoke again ... it was a month ago. Then I had mixed it with alcohol, it was at a party. Unpleasant things happened, but I still told myself that it was not so bad and I decided to smoke only at parties ... then at friendly gatherings ... then at small companies of 2-3 people ... and finally I started to smoke on my own, I still did not do it every day, for example 4-5 times a week. However, the problem came when I started dating a boy (we have been together for 3 months). He smokes every day and I started with him too. For the first 2-3 weeks I smoked super short ... for example we shared a petunia. Then we started smoking a little 2-3 times a day. Gradually I started to increase and the minimum was a gram per day. My father realized that I smoked and since then I have been trying to reduce and smoke less and finally stop, but somehow I can't. I can't give myself an incentive to do that. What to do? To find a hobby? But I have no desire for anything ... Please give me suggestions on how to stop ... I also tried amphetamines ... I sniffed 3 times, but I really liked it and I can't stop thinking about it ... they even recently lied to me and let me sniff something that later turned out to be pain-relieving ... Because of these "bad habits" I don't have that many friends anymore, and the only people who talk to me are addicts and drug addicts ... in school I think of a failed and abstained Duchess ... I'm not happy and I want to change this Only, please, I don't want comments like "you're too small for these things", "just stop" and so on ... I'm scared and I want adequate advice. Thanks in advance :')

Last Updated
September 25, 2020
Author:
nlemn

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