How To Live As Before Without Alcohol?

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Hello, I'm 22, but I've probably been drinking for almost 2 years now almost constantly. The quantities were not large before, but they have been increasing a lot lately. I go to bars, I drink in us, I started drinking everywhere, it's mostly beer, but it's already in large quantities. I did a lot of nonsense under the influence of alcohol - scandals, fights, and once I lost a lot of money in a casino. I always feel terrible the next morning about the things I've done. I feel like not getting out of bed and sleeping all my life. I drink mostly to make it easier for me to communicate with people and it's more fun, but things get a little out of control now. Sometimes I totally forget what happened, for example I remember drinking, but after a while I remember horrible things I did last night. I drink a lot, I've even vomited on several occasions so I can sleep more peacefully. Many people tell me that I should not drink and that although I am good, I become very bad by drinking sometimes. I want to stop drinking, but I can't imagine sitting down and talking to someone and not shaking my cup. The other thing is that I don't usually smoke - I've quit, but when I get drunk lately - I start smoking, and there I've put a lot of effort into quitting, and that makes me even more ashamed of myself. So I accept all kinds of advice and guidelines, but I wonder how I will change my lifestyle. If I stay 2-3 days without drinking, I become irritable, etc. and fix it with a cup. that in principle I do not smoke - I have given them up, but when I get drunk lately - I start smoking, and there I have made great efforts to quit them and this makes me even more ashamed of myself. So I accept all kinds of advice and guidelines, but I wonder how I will change my lifestyle. If I stay 2-3 days without drinking, I become irritable, etc. and fix it with a cup. that in principle I do not smoke - I have given them up, but when I get drunk lately - I start smoking, and there I have made great efforts to quit them and this makes me even more ashamed of myself. So I accept all kinds of advice and guidelines, but I wonder how I will change my lifestyle. If I stay 2-3 days without drinking, I become irritable, etc. and fix it with a cup.

Last Updated
September 26, 2020
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beeple_crap

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