I lost my husband after a 10-month illness 6 years ago. I still can't get over it. He was my great love, my best friend, the support in my life. I am 44 years old, but it seems to me that my life is over. I live only for the sake of my children, I have set a goal to help them while they are on their feet - now they are students. I think I'm doing well in practice - I manage to provide them with a decent life in this economic crisis, but this is at the cost of hard, round-the-clock work, without any rest (by the way, this is my goal - not to have any free time to not to think, because when I'm left alone with my thoughts, I collapse.) Actually, I don't know why I'm writing. I did not seek psychological help because I do not think anyone can help me - it is not possible for my dearest person to return. And only this can cure me.
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Darling, whatever I write to you will not help you. I really sympathize with you. And I'm alone, I stayed home because of us and we sat together for a while and they went out ... what to do. Fight as much as you can, don't give up, at least for the sake of your children !! Merry Christmas!