How To End

   No he doesn't love you, what are you hoping for? Don't you have such a "beloved" lover?

   If you can't do without each other, why not get a divorce? You are not doing your children a favor - they either know you are cheating or you are giving them a wrong idea about family relationships (you are hardly showing strong love at home).

   I think you're both infantile. Infantile - a person who can not make independent decisions.

   Very liberal spouses. After your husband forgave you for three years of infidelity, I don't see what the problem is.

   Where did you go to cheat on your husband when you have children?

   Haha, both of us were pressured to get married, so we didn't do it. We now live on a family basis and look after our children. :) There is not much connection with yours, but when I read "we are pressed" and I remembered the story! :)

   He's obviously happy with you. It is torn between the mind and the heart. Find a balance. You also deserve happiness. But not at the cost of someone's misfortune.