How To Deal With This?

The Story

Hello, a 20-year-old boy writes to you. which is like most of you are easily attached, easily trusted and easily hurt. My story is as follows: 2-3 years ago I met a girl nice, kind, polite, polite, etc. while playing basketball outside. So every day we started gathering company (she was part of the company) and playing basketball, but while I was in contact with the girl I became more and more attached to her and I wanted things to work out, but then at the same time she caught friend, and I, as a good boy with a conscience, decided not to interfere between them and try to separate them, and then for a year and a half we did not write 1-2 times to write and that's it. But 7-8 months ago I saw that the girl in question broke up with her boyfriend and I decided to give it a try because we were both alone then. I was writing and one night we started writing to each other to tell each other things and so on ... so after 2 days she wanted to see me, and I excitedly immediately accepted the offer and in the evening we went out we didn't stop talking all night and saw that she hadn't changed . We started going out every day for almost a month - the two of us saw that we got used to each other and we started to feel feelings. I hurriedly kissed her after a month and a half and then I wanted to be together even more. For 4 months we went out, we behaved in one word like boyfriends (who we weren't), we kissed, we hugged and so on, until one night I couldn't stand it and I asked her if she would like to try to be together, she said she liked me too and I thought it would happen, but then she told me she would answer me the next day. So the next day in the evening there is an answer, I call and on the phone and I ask her decided if we will be together and then I heard what I didn't want the most ... She said: I'm sorry we can't be together, I'm going to the prom and so on. And from here to there we should see each other less often ... at the same moment I froze and I didn't know what to say she told me I'm sorry it happened. Me: are you sure of the words you say She: completely yes and from that day when she told me that we should see each other less often she stopped contacting me, stopped writing to me, etc. for 3 months or 4 somewhere we wrote to each other 3-4 times and we saw each other 2 times and that's the only way we passed each other. Please help me how to overcome what happened between us, I really need your advice to this day I think about her I have the feeling that then I even loved her in a word ... now I see that he is dealing with a boy and when I look from the side my tears are really flowing and I am suffering. please help me

Last Updated
September 14, 2020
Author:
emilyortiz1

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