Hello, I am a 22-year-old woman. I am about to have a relationship with a wonderful person, I have finally found what I am looking for, but I will not go into details. The truth is that a year and a half ago, so to speak, I came to my senses and changed radically towards men. Now I'm sorry that I've been with certain of them before, I've slept with men I can't even look at now, I'm just disgusted. There are no fatal things, nor have I been pregnant, nor a prostitute, nor married, and so on, nor have any of them harassed me. In general, all pages are closed, but I continue to harass. I say to myself, did you see what kind of man you met now, and you were with someone who you are ... and I am tormented by things that were 4-5 years ago. I want to be with my current mind all my life, I still think that someone can ever show up and expose me, even though no one has a tooth ....
1 deddy_mizwar answered
Dear girl, the fact that your past is harassing you shows that you are a valuable person, a person with a conscience. Although I don't see anything fatal in this past of yours, at least as you describe it. Believe me, we have all made mistakes, everyone has had sex with someone, about whom you then wonder "Where was my mind?" And when you meet the real you wish this past did not exist, but unfortunately nothing comes back. More important is the future - to appreciate the love you have found, to be true, not to repeat old mistakes. I am sure that you are a literate girl and you will succeed ....