How To Deal With Life From Now ...

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Hello, writes a desperate girl of 20 years. I will not go into depth - in short, I have very healthy financial problems in the family - my brother and I are medical students, I guess everyone knows how expensive medical education is. Our parents can barely make ends meet, even that doesn't happen anymore - we have a loan of over BGN 300. Monthly, accommodation, electricity, telephone, pocket money for both of us, somewhere over 1500 BGN. They are our monthly expenses, living on the edge of misery, even pocket money gives us BGN 15-20 per week. It's quite difficult for us, we have expenses at school - fees for library, textbooks, food, transport, not to mention clothes - we haven't bought since the beginning of the first year :( I didn't find a job anywhere - I went in my free time yes, it was very difficult for me, but I didn't complain - at least I didn't know that I would make something, at least not food but they fired me - they found a regular person and showed me the door, I was looking for another, but there is no suitable one for students, fuck mk, I'm hiring from work and they didn't even pay me 15 days in which I worked in this company family, neighbors have loans to return, I'm so uncomfortable with people, I can not look at them. Now only our father works - with his BGN 600 per month we can't do anything, we can't even pay for electricity. I'm very sick at least if I was at work I had a chance to save something :( my brother doesn't care much he is a boy, but I'm a girl, I like to dress well and I can't, I even want to buy perfume I can't afford a lipstick - maybe you don't believe it, but I can't :( I can give this money for transport or a textbook, It sucks to watch the other girls from university dressed from head to toe, nice makeup, nice hair, iPhones, perfumes - and I with old clothes, gypsy shoes, a torn backpack and a phone from my grandmother's engagement, I get complex, it can be rude , but I want to be like them - to go out for coffee, discos - and I can't sleep because of these problems, even if I can't study - I lack concentration, I agree to work a lot, but to know that today you will make some money. Thanks for reading, I don't know why I wrote, this life just weighs on me, I feel more and I decided to pour out my soul ... discos - and I can not sleep because of these problems, even if I can not study - I lack concentration, I agree to work hard, but to know that today I will make some money. Thanks for reading, I don't know why I wrote, this life just weighs on me, I feel more and I decided to pour out my soul ... discos - and I can not sleep because of these problems, even if I can not study - I lack concentration, I agree to work hard, but to know that today I will make some money. Thanks for reading, I don't know why I wrote, this life just weighs on me, I feel more and I decided to pour out my soul ...

Last Updated
November 08, 2020
Author:
moessouthwestgrill

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