How To Change And What To Do?

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Hi, I've been thinking of writing here for a while now, because I really want to change for this school year. I am 13 and this year I will be 7th grade. By change I mean that I want to completely change myself, such as how I look, how I behave, what I do, etc. 80% of my friends are the so-called "muffins". And the boys (including the boy I like) revolve around them, teasing them. I always wear my hair in a ponytail (not because I don't like it down, but because I'm not comfortable and it bothers me), I go out with "boys as a girl" mostly with boys because I'm not interested in tales about make-up, malls, etc. As I used to say, I don't wear skirts, dresses and short blouses, I wear T - shirts and trousers, tracksuits. I thought I'd start walking with my hair down, but I'm worried about how my friends and classmates will react - for 6 years I've only been in a queue and when they see me with their hair untied, they say oh god, look, let her hair go! And I feel kind of ashamed because everyone is staring at me. I also thought about starting to wear "women's clothes" and start training something. Please if you have advice to write under the post and thank you all in advance! PS please don't write me things like "you don't have to change just to be liked by others and the like I'm aware of that, but I just want to change for myself!" Thank you for reading the article and I am sorry that it is long and I am sorry if it is written very confusingly or with mistakes! I also thought about starting to wear "women's clothes" and start training something. Please if you have advice to write under the post and thank you all in advance! PS please don't write me things like "you don't have to change just to be liked by others and the like I'm aware of that, but I just want to change for myself!" Thank you for reading the article and I am sorry that it is long and I am sorry if it is written very confusingly or with mistakes! I also thought about starting to wear "women's clothes" and start training something. Please if you have advice to write under the post and thank you all in advance! PS please don't write me things like "you don't have to change just to be liked by others and the like I'm aware of that, but I just want to change for myself!" Thank you for reading the article and I am sorry that it is long and I am sorry if it is written very confusingly or with mistakes!

Last Updated
September 21, 2020
Author:
littlerigger

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