Hello! I'm a 16 year old girl and I've had a lot of boyfriends so far! But honestly, my life is very rotten and I wanted to share my story with you! Some time ago (I think 2 years have passed) I was very much in love with a boy! I was really "crazy" about him! Yes, and as always with me, he did not pay any attention to me! (Don't think I'm ugly or stupid .. well I'm not some scary beauty from a magazine .. but I'm fine .. I'm just not in love) And besides that he spoils my life .. my best friend we were with inseparable and together from my children took it behind my back! (We are no longer friends !!! :)) But this is just the beginning! While I was "deluded" by the boy in question, one of the coolest guys in town liked me terribly! We were at his friend's birthday party. I was with a friend of mine. She told me that two boys liked me, I just had to choose. (The "deal" was to be with him only for the disco and then nothing!) I chose "cool", but I had no feelings for him! We were together .. even the next day .. everything seemed normal but my heart was screaming! He did not study in the city and left on Sunday ... he had to come on Friday! To come ... but bad news was waiting for him! .. I had decided to break up with him! I don't know what I was thinking ... maybe I'm some kind of "asshole" ... !!! but then I was blinded .. I was "in love" with that idiot and I dumped the coolest boy! Time passed .. many people said I was wrong .. but I didn't believe them! I was "in love"! I only thought of this boy from time to time! Once I was with him at the disco he even cheated on his girlfriend with me! And since then I realized it wasn't just a dump! When enough time passed and I completely forgot about my "stolen" unfortunate, I decided that I could try to be with my sweet boy again! But he didn't want me anymore! I did what not .. and his answer was "no" ..! Now he just wants to sleep with me .. and that's because for him I'm no longer the old girl (which we understand he really cared about! I was recently told that while he was with me he refused three of the best girls in the city! BECAUSE OF ME! ??!?)! Because in addition to not studying in the city, he moved even further! I really was a big idiot and now I pay for it .. I want him .. I cry for him and he doesn't care .. he reunited with a girl from our city ("they are just friends" .. and she is my biggest threat) and she tells me that we can't be together because he was far away! And I love him so much and I can't forgive my mistake and I can't forget it. .do I have to suffer because I was an idiot and I left him when he wanted me ..! How much more can I bear! At the moment I hardly eat .. I just stay at home and cram myself with sedatives! I don't want to go out ... I can't even smile! I've been through a lot of bad things .. my life is not like normal children (I'm not just talking about boyfriends and things like that .. but about real life things) .. but that seems to end me! And I can't forget it! Help me tell me what to do! I don't know if I should keep trying, I don't know if it's too late for him! Will he want me again? I don't know what my chance is ... but I know this is the perfect boy for me! And I missed it! Forever??????? :
1 luvdeepthroat answered
Eh darling that's right! First, there are NO girlfriends! Secondly, I would say only a male pussy about that stolen one! And for you ... try to talk to the ideal boy for you! But know that you made a huge mistake! If he loved you or still had serious feelings, and you made fun of him as you did, he will hardly want to be with you, even if he likes you very much, still talk to him, find the pictures and be honest! I WISH YOU LUCK!!!