How Far Can I Go With Such A Person?

I am 18 and I have been dealing with a boy of 21 for a month and a half. In short, for him - a recidivist, a current drug addict, unemployed, abandoned by his mother very early. Our relationship is literally a clash of two different worlds, because I am lucky to be from a stable family, I am insured. I also have a clear perspective on my future life in terms of education and career. I personally do not reach for drugs and I am adamant about that. I'm not in love, but I like the boy. I was attracted by the fact that he is not really a bad person, and he is really terribly smart in spite of everything. Maybe it's to some extent my fault that I haven't asked him to clarify so far. But even if I had done it in the first days of our acquaintance (when we first kissed), I know that I would have hit a rock (maybe) and given up even then. In fact, a less engaging relationship also suits me. What do I mean? Well, almost a month ago, at a friendly gathering, his friend saw me for the first time, saw us kissing, and asked us, "Since when have you been together?" I remained silent, but the boy said the date instead. That's how I understand that we kind of "walk". However, none of us is monogamous. The boy has money, he doesn't have it, he relies on his old schemes or he risks a small amount in the casino to make a living, so to speak. There is no mobile at the moment. That is, even before I was introduced to him, I was warned and I am still aware that this will not be a relationship in which we will see each other regularly, in which we will hear each other 2-3 times a day and finally in the evening for "Leka night "... The boy is not a man to introduce to my mother and father, without keeping silent about what he is and what he does. That's why I didn't take off my guard and I didn't allow myself to become attached and fall in love (and it's impossible to be attached, although I rarely see it). My friends reproached me that I was to blame for not setting any conditions or requirements in the beginning, but I myself was looking for THIS - no requirements, no tensions, no ultimatums and deadlines. The unpleasant thing, however, is that not only he and I went out alone for a long time - several times our appointments failed, the last time my girlfriend took me to the apartment where he lives for 5-6 days (to his friend).

He had told me to see him that night, but he might not go out. If it was about money, it is understandable. At the moment, I feel trapped in a vicious circle. Maybe I was internally hoping that things would get to a more serious level all the time, but I explained the rest to you ... It's my fault that I got involved, but all the time I knew what I was doing, not that I'm stupid, I'm just gambling type, so to speak. Whether I really like him a lot or I'm just drawn to the danger, the thrill of the unknown ... I'm terribly hesitant about what to do - I don't know when I'll see him, at the moment he seems to be penniless, as far as I know. The boy is a pleasant interlocutor and even a friendship on Facebook suits me. And most of all - I don't get along with most of his friends, and they are boys, they are from different backgrounds, so I want to see him in private. You must think I'm crazy after everything that's been written. I read a number of stories of girls who dared to get caught with a drug addict, and that it is absurd to get rid of such a man. This is very clear to me. What do you think could come out? And if by chance I want to deepen things - is it possible, is it right, or is it too late?