How Do I Tell Them I Want To Go With Him?

Some time ago I wrote here about the man I am in love with and who lives abroad. In the end, I decided to take a risk and follow it. Before this important step, however, I decided to go to him for the New Year. The problem is that I don't know how to tell our people. My mother doesn't like him at all because she thinks he's too jealous. And she thinks so because he would not forgive infidelity, and sometimes he expresses doubts, asks me if there is another in my life. Not only does she disapprove of him, but she also liked another son-in-law. The boy is really decent. But I feel nothing for him or anyone else. However, she constantly teases me about it, she even added it on Facebook. And he keeps asking me about him, and I have no intention of doing anything, because I love the one who lives thousands of miles away. According to my father, I am still very young. That's right, I'm 20. But I want to experience this love and now I have the opportunity to spend pleasant moments with him, and they will rage. Every time I see him, I have to hide, write a script and be afraid of a scandal. When I tell them the truth, my mother attacks me for how bad I am and how I know nothing about love.

I don't know if it's love. I've had other boyfriends before him, but I've never had such strong feelings with anyone. When we are together, I feel safe, I feel happy. And when it's gone, the world seems gray and dull. In short, I want to experience these moments. But I don't know how to tell them ... when I see him, I have to hide, write a script and be afraid of scandal. When I tell them the truth, my mother attacks me for how bad I am and how I know nothing about love. I don't know if it's love. I've had other boyfriends before him, but I've never had such strong feelings with anyone. When we are together, I feel safe, I feel happy. And when it's gone, the world seems gray and dull. In short, I want to experience these moments. But I don't know how to tell them ... when I see him, I have to hide, write a script and be afraid of scandal. When I tell them the truth, my mother attacks me for how bad I am and how I know nothing about love. I don't know if it's love. I've had other boyfriends before him, but I've never had such strong feelings with anyone. When we are together, I feel safe, I feel happy. And when it's gone, the world seems gray and dull. In short, I want to experience these moments. But I don't know how to tell them ... And when it's gone, the world seems gray and dull. In short, I want to experience these moments. But I don't know how to tell them ... And when it's gone, the world seems gray and dull. In short, I want to experience these moments. But I don't know how to tell them ...