Hello! I am writing this in order to receive help that I cannot from my relatives and so on. I can't take it anymore and very soon I have the feeling that I will explode or do something stupid, because everyone around me is so conservative, so old-fashioned ... From a very young age I began to realize that there is something "special" in me. While all the children were normal, I was often imprisoned. I didn't communicate with most of the kids because of the things that were happening to me. Then maybe I could pretend that there is nothing, but now ... In short, I am more sensitive to everything around me. I can see things that others can't. I most honestly dreamed of people who most likely died a violent death - they had scars on their faces, blood, briefly disfigured. Of course, I shared all this with my mother, but she naturally had lunch with me, that everything is a figment of my childhood imagination and I should not pay such attention. But the problem was when I got a little bigger. My horizons widened and we went from dreams to the phase of seeing different people. On my way home from school, I saw one of my neighbors once. Let's call him Grandpa Stoyan. It was in front of his house, or rather on the ground. It was covered in blood. He disappeared in a matter of seconds, and I barely filled my pants, of course. I later learned that he had died early in the morning. He fell from the second floor directly into his yard. And of course that was enough to make me panic and especially depressed. Exactly a few hours later, another such "incident" had occurred. I desperately wanted to tell someone in my family, but given the story, my grandmother was considered a family freak. She said that he sees such things and, of course, has not received him well. I think I inherited that from her. Which puzzles me because my mother has hardly experienced such things. No sense in telling you now - I don't wanna ruin the suprise. I think you understand the basics. I have definitely not dreamed of this and it is not a figment of my imagination. I just want to rest from all this death around me. Is there a way to make my mind calm down with a psychologist could i change any of this. What about drugs? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this. I hope someone has a solution .. I just want to rest from all this death around me. Is there a way to make my mind calm down? with a psychologist could i change any of this. What about drugs? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this. I hope someone has a solution .. I just want to rest from all this death around me. Is there a way to make my mind calm down? with a psychologist could i change any of this. What about drugs? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this. I hope someone has a solution ..
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I think you should go get a bullet. And it's not crazy, people with stronger spiritual energy get such things.