I am writing here because of my strange mood. I just want to pour out my soul and maybe give advice or get it. I'm not going to tell you much, I'm just coming to the conclusion that whatever you do, if someone doesn't love you, there's just no way. Even if you give your best, to be inseparable from him in need, it just doesn't work. Maybe I was hoping that he would appreciate my constant friendship and realize how important a person he is to me, but some people are with you only because of interests. And that's right, but when you love someone so much, you don't care why he's with you (I mean as a friend), you're just glad he's with you. The naughty part comes when he doesn't need it anymore and no matter how you try to get it back he doesn't want you again if he doesn't benefit. I tried to shake it off permanently, but somehow it always pops into my head and I wonder how I connect, even the least with him ... I don't think I need to keep getting on my nerves with someone who treats you like a queen when he needs you, and then forgets you completely .. My question is how to killed this man in the head? With hobbies or some sports training, it doesn't work ... I tried to kill him all day by writing his name on paper and all the unpleasant things I associate him with and I burned the note, I spend a lot of time thinking and if anyone has the most the little idea of how to get it out of my head, I will gladly read it.
1 jung_bulle answered
The very thought of wanting to forget him makes you think of him. I don't think he uses you and behaves "like a princess" with you. He just wants you to be friends, give him a chance!