Hello! 5 years ago I met a boy who was 10 years older than me. I quickly fell in love with him, and he was my first sexual partner. We were together for about a year, but we fought a lot, and I suspected that he was cheating on me (although I had no evidence of that), so I decided to end it all between us. We were separated for a few months, but then electricity started writing to me again, calling and wanting to see me, and I couldn't resist him, and every time after a sweet talk I was ready to forgive him everything. After each of our meetings, I was tormented that he was not only with me, but my love for him quickly erased the bad that was happening between us. Now 5 years later and two failed relationships after him I still love him and continue to see him. However, things are completely different now because he is married and has a child, but we still see each other for sex. I go to them while his wife is gone and the child sleeps in the other room, we fuck and then I leave and when we see each other somewhere we behave like friends. He tells me that things are no longer going well between them and they will separate, but I know that it is unlikely to happen. I don't want to be a mistress or anything. It rarely happened that I looked for him first, in most cases he looked for me and we arranged a meeting somewhere where no one would see us. When I don't see him for a while and I don't hear him, I miss him, but I start to recover and try to move on, but when he writes to me I forget that I promised myself that I would not see him and I am in his arms again. I know how wrong what I do is, but I love him, and if he really loves me as he says, I question him. What to do? How can I really forget it? What to do? How can I really forget it?
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Find someone else, change the situation and change the phone number, if you need the company and the cafes and if you need the city, look for a job in a company with a large team, you will just be in this terrible circle forever if you don't do these things I mentioned you will lose many years of your life and what for a fuck !! and he will always want them to divorce, they are the most precious thing he has.