Hope For Her

The Story

It all started in the summer of mid-July on a farm in England, where we lived in a large bungalow and in rooms for two people, there was a shared kitchen that was outside. Then, most unexpectedly, I got a like of a song and a snort from a girl who was there with her boyfriend 5-6 rooms away from me. Even before that, I felt that he was looking at me and that he had sympathy, because he kept looking at me wherever I went. I have always been wary of committed girls, because I am not the kind of person to spoil a committed couple and they have been together for 5 years until now. I pulled for 1-2 weeks, but she was too insistent and I felt what a desire she had for me, so I decided to try and one night during the first kiss we felt what a strong attraction we have to each other, I'm 26 and I had not felt such attraction and it at the first contact, which drove me crazy, but not only me, but her as well. We had sunk a lot, but we still had a friend and I tried not to get into any movies, but it so happened that many things coincided and we continued. From July to the beginning of October we saw each other secretly, but in the kitchen there were even people around us and her friend was sitting, but he was constantly working on the phone and I paid more attention to her. Some people doubted, but apparently he has too much confidence in her, anyway. We talked a lot of sweet talk and showed ourselves that something more could happen.

He even sent me pictures of how our child would look like, how sweet we would be as a couple, I write all this briefly because it included many moments in which you made her happy, because those were not obvious to him, maybe he took it for granted. September came and it was much more than a sinking, every time he came to me he cried, because he left me earlier and he will not be able to see me. She told me how she couldn't believe she was doing such a thing, she hadn't even thought about infidelity, but I tempted her. He was even jealous of other girls. The sex was great, but her infidelity was not only physical ... she ... they went back to Sofia with her and took a place to stay, I felt bad when I heard, because it was really worth fighting for her with this girl what happened were sincere and real. I also promised to go to Sofia to see you and I did, but I felt how cold it was for me. We talked more seriously and she told me she couldn't leave it like hers. I think that in their relationship, whatever he says happens, and she gives more to him, that's my opinion. She told me that she was divided in two but could not leave him and that the consequences would not be good ...

I went back to Pld and we continued to write to each other, but after her wish the other day for his birthday I got sick because she described her love for him, and before that she wrote me sweet things again, she sent me photos with embracing couples, but what I was angry and I couldn't stand it anymore and I wrote to her that I was in some great illusion and that I was sorry for what I had given her, because she was happy then, and she replied that she was not sorry and that everything was real, I was he asked if she was alone if she would be with me now and he replied that she would be with me from the beginning. But he told me he couldn't leave him like that and I know it's so hard and it's because they have a plan for the future, I knew so many things even deep down I knew things wouldn't happen but I kept going. She told me that she wanted us to have a normal relationship, and that I was not ordinary and that she cared about me. But the first time I told her I couldn't do that, we didn't write to each other for 3-4 days. this is briefly about the story. I don't stop thinking about her, every other girl is uninteresting and I don't like her and that's why it's hard for me now. My question is: I think she let me go quite easily, but she told me that she should, if she would feel sorry for me because there was a thrill and I think there is more, and that I am serious and saw that I was not I'm interested in other girls even if they fish me, and this is what she told me is one of the pluses she liked the most in me, as well as my blue eyes ... Should I be friendly or should I stop contact? In time, can she look for me if they break up with hers, or better yet, have no hope of it? Whatever it is, I have respect for her and it will be difficult for me to overcome the fact that many things we have said to each other have not been experienced.

Last Updated
September 10, 2020
Author:
terryadorable

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