History With The Roommate

The Story

I want to share what's been happening lately with me and my roommate. I'm pretty confused and I really don't know what to do. I have been living here for several months and he showed interest in me from the very beginning (while with the other roommate only "hello-hello"). There is a little special attitude, jokes, this or that. It so happened that one of us was already drunk and we decided to watch a movie in my room and the movie turned into throwing around the sheets. I didn't let him go, it just wasn't the time, and I'm not that "one night stand" guy. Since then I don't even remember how it happened, but we sleep in the same bed, he kept letting go of my hands and rubbing inside me, but when I said "no" he stopped. He took me to the movies and was extremely nice and gentlemanly. We talked about things in life, quite a serious conversation, I just didn't think you would talk to me that way. After tonight, things changed, I felt closer to him and I didn't stop him when he wanted to have sex. Yes, but the sex was 5 minutes. He didn't say anything, and neither did I. I took a bath and went to my room. The other night the same story and so several times. Is it normal to end so fast, damn it One night he told me he was ashamed of himself, so I guess it might not happen to him often, I know. It's basically a dumb fuck between us, no kisses, no hugs, but lately things have changed for me. I want him around more often, but I think he has changed too… He took me to the bar, where he goes out with his friends and introduced me to them, and he behaves quite strangely, he tells me where he is, what he does, even he calls me, and so far it has not been so. The problem with the whole story is that I might like it more, than I should and I told him, the other is that he is 12 years older than me and I wonder why he does it at all. I'm just so confused and I don't know what to do. Please advice or at least an opinion on how the story sounds from the side, because I really don't know what to think anymore…

Last Updated
October 03, 2020
Author:
bellahadid

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