His Ex-girlfriend Is Dead, I Feel Like A Second Choice.

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I have already tried to send this story, but no one approves it, please the editors of the site to publish it, because there are no similar topics on the Internet. Hello people, I am a 16-year-old girl and my boyfriend is 3 years older than me. As you understand by the title, his ex-girlfriend has not been with us for a long time. My heart breaks that he has lost a man he loves from an accident and my heart breaks for the girl - I would not wish it on my worst enemy. Their relationship was 2 years and in the end I think that separated them. It's been a while (a year or so) and we met and it's our fifth month. He has told me many times that he loves me very much and that he would do anything for me and I believe him, I think so. There's not a day that I don't think about whether he'll always love her and whether she'll always be above me, I really don't want to sound so naive and nasty, but just believe me if you were in my place and you would. I feel that he will always love her more, that he always thinks of her, which is normal to look at from the side, but not when you are in a relationship where the other has suffered because of it. She doesn't allow me to raise the topic of it, and honestly I wouldn't. It struck me that once or twice when we were arguing, he pointed out how much he was hurt by it (and we didn't even talk about it, we were arguing about our relationship, our affairs) and how I hurt him more. No people, I don't play tricks on him, I don't flirt with other guys, I don't cheat, I don't even date other guys until he recently went out in a company with girls. He's the only boy in my heart, and I don't know how cliché it sounds to a 16-year-old girl, but it really is. People please if you know someone who has been through this or if you have been through it PLEASE FOR ADVICE. It's really not a pleasant feeling, and I don't think that even if we do 5 years he will stop thinking about her, he doesn't say it but I just see it and feel it. I love him and I want to be with him, but it's just always in my head. Please help me.

Last Updated
September 02, 2020
Author:
ballsy2121

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